10/11/2022
I have tears in my eyes as I write this.
I haven't posted in a while. I probably won't be posting as much, which is disappointing for sure. Though I love making the science guides and sharing them with others, I'm a real homeschool mom, I'm neurodiverse, I've got my share of personal challenges, and my kids too have their struggles. It's hard, a lot, and I need to scale back.
But I wanted to share today, my deep gratitude for this homeschool community we have found ourselves in. My child had a very difficult day yesterday. We've been having a very hard time, a lot lately, and have been struggling to find the support we need. Waitlists for this kind of stuff are much too long and confusing to navigate. So after my child was visibly struggling in a homeschool group yesterday, I came home feeling so defeated and scared. I worry about how this kind of thing could effect relationships with other kids. I worry about how well I managed myself (while trying to help my child) in front of others and feared their judgement.
Yet over the last day, several parents from the group reached out to see how I was doing, several kids also had mentioned what happened to their parents, and expressed that they understood and empathized with what was going on. I have such deep gratitude that I'm able to homeschool. I don't always have faith that it will get better, but this bad experience actually left us feeling very cared for and supported, which means a lot. ❤️❤️