05/01/2020
Those nights where you continually doubt yourself, whether this is worth it or not, are the worst.
Last night I was feeling like this questioning myself, "Can you really help young adults?" "Am I really capable of this?"
You see, I started this all when I was approached by a kid my age begging for money. I thought, how in the world has life been this unfair to you?
Through my own journey as a young adult, I've managed to figure some things out. I went to school for mechanical engineering and enjoy problem solving.
So anytime I run into issues like staying motivated or cheering myself up, I look at them like I do engineering problems first stating the things I know about the issue and looking into my "toolbox" for anything that can help.
Sometimes I have to make new tools, other times I have the tools for the job. And if I am able to do all this, surely I can teach others how, right?
I believe I can. Deep down I do. Even if I don't think I can some days.
And as I continue forward, that alone proves that I am capable. That I am strong enough to persevere through the not so good times.
So keep going, keep moving, even if you take a break, that's okay. Recharge your mind and you'll be on your way.
@ Detroit, Michigan