23/03/2022
This is my office.
We are about to move house this Friday and I wanted to capture a picture of it in all its glory before it all gets dismantled, boxed up and taken away.
This was the same office that I was working in when the impact of burnout and depression came to head.
Whilst I was on sick leave, just walking past this room filled me with sadness, dread and bad memories. I felt like it was filled with negative energy.
I had to change the way I felt about it and take action. It wasn’t just about physically de-cluttering the mess I’d filled it with but I had to rid my mind of the past.
I couldn’t let this room haunt me anymore or avoid stepping in it any longer. I had to take back control.
It sounds silly writing all of this. It’s just a room right? Well to me, it was preventing me from moving on. I was stuck with the same mindset for weeks on end. It was unhealthy and it wasn’t going to get me anywhere.
Fast forward a few months, I now see it as my sanctuary, a place where I can be creative, where I can read and learn new things.
I had to set those horrible memories free. I removed anything that was a distraction and I filled in with positive, visual reminders to trigger happy thoughts and inspiration.
I’m privileged to be able to set up another office in our new home.
It’s almost time to say goodbye, beautiful office.
I’ll look back on this with fond memories. I’m no longer tormented by the past and I’m looking forward to continuing the progress I’ve started to make.
I’m excited about my new business venture, all of the amazing people I’ve met and all of those i’m still to meet in the future.
Keep moving forward, one step at a time 👣