04/17/2023
Happy four months to my sweet boy!
This time of year is pretty big for me, and stands out as the light I needed when everything felt so dark.
On January 2, 2022 I unexpectedly lost my grandpa. Then I found out I was pregnant at the end of February after trying for 6 months only to be heartbroken with a miscarriage that started on March 4.
My world was rocked at that time, and if it wasn’t for Andee, I don’t know how I would have gone on.
I didn’t know if I should try again for another baby. I didn’t know if I could mentally, physically, or emotionally handle it.
But then on April 23, 2022, a day before my birthday, I found out I was pregnant again. I was too nervous to be overly excited, and honestly that’s how the whole pregnancy was for me.
But here we are, four months in with my rainbow baby. He is the sweetest, most gentle and calm baby, and exactly what I needed.
I’m sure my grandpa who James is named after, is holding our miscarried baby tight for us so that we can have James in our arms here on earth.
I’m forever grateful to be his mommy.
💙