30/09/2018
MY LIFE BEFORE AND AFTER READING REBELS ā VICKY
Before I became a Reading Rebel, I had no idea that it would help me this much. I learnt a lot and it made life a bit easier.
Before I began with the program I did not really love reading. I didnāt spend my time with books or newspapers, but now I cannot stop reading. I annoyed fellow students and teachers alike. My teacher must now check to see if Iām really in class because Iām not a nuisance to her anymore. My friends were also worried because they noticed the change in me.
The program has helped me financially, as I can now afford hygiene products, which could become very embarrassing for a teenage girl.
I also had a lot of problems at home I never really knew how to take care of. I learnt that if Iām always going to make excuses because of my problems, I will get nowhere. I also learnt never to give up no matter what the problem is. Iām never sorry that Iām part of the program. Today Iām a very stronger person because of the stuff Iāve learnt.
The diary entry helped me a lot. I had no more dark days because I knew that I have to make the best of every day. Through RR I have met good people who have told me to keep up the good work and stay the person I have become today no matter what. I never really felt that I had the power to take on the World. Every day after school I just wanted to sleep, I stayed out of school a lot, and I just wanted to have nice times with my friends. I learnt that there is more to life than just having fun, or what I thought fun was. I began to help people a lot and had the power to keep doing good deeds for others, myself and my family.
I was always the one to make plans for the weekends and for parties. I was the funny one between my friends and I never really showed them that I was sad inside. Today Iām the one to tell my friends to never give up. Through this I encouraged two of my friends to return to school, even though they told me that I just want to āpreekā (preach). I told them that without education you will be nothing in this World and never to worry about people who judge you, because they wonāt give you what you can get through education. So even if they joke about you sitting in a grade for three years; their opinion does not matter.
Today I donāt make the plans that I made when I was younger. I plan for the future and make decisions about the life I want one day. I share this with everyone I know. Today I donāt make plans for parties; I make plans for Church and school. I feel blessed and happy for what the program gave to me. If it wasnāt for the books I read and the money received, I donāt know where I would have been.
I cannot remember how many books Iāve read, but there isnāt one that I can say that I didnāt like nor that I can say didnāt teach me anything. I love all the books and it taught me a lot. The one book that I would like to read out loud for the World though is āOpportunity Knocksā. This is because in this World today there are a lot of people who donāt have work, but theyāre always making excuses. I know that this book will help a lot of people and change their mind-set. It helped me a lot because I shared with everyone what I have learnt in the book and I applied it in my life and I saw the results. I learnt that hard work will pay off one day; you just have to work hard.
Another book I would like to share with the World is āLife in Prisonā. Everywhere I go I see Gangsters. Everyone wants to be a gangster, but nobody really knows what life is really like in prison. I was shocked after reading the book, that human beings are actually treated like animals in there. I think it is important for children to know that. I always tell my girlfriends that it was nice to roll with the ābig dogsā and do what they do, but who will end up in jail when things go wrong? Itās considered cool to wear tattoos and flags, but you are placing your life in danger and it will lead to your death. It may look easy to do but the consequences are harsh. I feel sad when I see that young children are being used by old gangsters and I think that Stanleyās story will open up a lot of young childrenāsā eyes. Life isnāt easy, but with the wrong friends itās even worse.
I was the person that will cry me to sleep. I never spoke about my problems much or at all. I would go around not smiling and feeling unhappy all day at times. The RR program made me strong and even emotionally strong. I donāt cry or feel sad anymore, because I am taking care of what made me feel unhappy inside. I learnt that if you do what you have to do, it makes life much easier. Life is all about making the right choice. I had a problem with complaining about what I have and what I donāt have. I learnt to appreciate what I have, because there are other children who have much less. I was always complaining about the food that my Mom makes, but just to add some salt or something can make it taste better.
I am grateful for all that the program has given to me. The things that I learnt have helped me a lot. It changed my life completely.