27/07/2022
Mindfulness Meditation;
When I realise that joy, pleasure, passion, gratitude, appreciation, etc., are all states of consciousness that live inside my own house/body, I stop turning to the outside world to complete me. Because when I have all these, and I do, I feel complete. So, therefore every day I try to approach life, with an abundance of greatness, gratitude, appreciation, and satisfaction. They seep out of my pores. I stop the addictive seeking-to-get, to chase, or doing, or craving big life things. and instead, I become a man with something I can truly offer, my beingness right now, right here, in this moment. It does not have to be chasing some huge, big external life purpose. In fact, doing big things, just for the sake of doing them becomes less compulsive. Well, I am not a self-sufficient monk, so yes, I am not a monk, as I still look forward to driving my own Porsche Cayenne GTS Sports, and Ferrari 812 GTS. However, it feels amazing to simply be here, right now, awake, alive, with pulsing energy, feeling the heartbeat, aware of the breathing, and deeply enjoying the dance, right here, right now, in this moment.
And while in this state, it is like a portal opens and the divine opens up to meet me too, it feels like a communion. Because everything, every experience I want and have ever wanted becomes available. This moment becomes as sweet as nectar, honey. I hear the whisper from the divine, it’s a felt sense, saying I am here, I have always been here, I am always here.
It feels like ease, it feels like satisfaction, it feels like the divine life force, like divine connection. It feels like surrender, like my inner being saying relax, I got you, relax. It feels like trust. And I trust this feeling completely. Fully.
It feels like angels singing, like a wonderful celebration. And as I tap into all of it, the joy, pleasure, passion, gratitude, and appreciation flows even more.