05/23/2026
So, not my usual content if I even have any of that anymore! But I did have plans to announce my 3rd baby on Mother’s Day, and then postponed until I had a second ultrasound, which was yesterday. And I’m sad to say I won’t be snuggling a new sibling by Christmas this year 💔
BUT I am also treating this as an opportunity to heal deeply embedded birth trauma that I know is living in my womb. She’s been through so much ❤️🩹 I may not ever experience a “natural” birth, however… to be born is simply the most natural thing we go through in this life no matter the details of the process.
While we were not planning for a third baby so soon after our Mars landed earth side, we were so excited and dreaming of our sweet little boys celebrating the holidays with a new baby to care for and love. So, a lot to physically and emotionally move through at this time.
This is a “happening in real time” post as I’ve been doing weekly vlogs on my TT, and sometimes bringing that energy here. I show up daily for my community and it has felt weird sheltering this part of my Spring from those of you that know me and see me IRL, so here we are.
I’ll be back at the studio this week and open to hugs if you have one to give ❤️🩹
