David W van Brunt, West Hollywood, CA (2026)

12/19/2016

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The main idea Now as a fact we all know that when one begins a story of great and fantastic fancies that it must begin with such phrasing as once upon a time or in old times. We affectionately refer to these sor…

05/28/2016

It took me getting into this car accident in September of last year to really pull back the curtains and do some inventory. This is what I established . As far as my relationship of the last 12 years goes apparently it meant nothing to my partner because after the accident he disappeared and we haven't spoken since. As far as my collective employable abilities go over the last 12 years I gained none that really seem to transfer onto a resume because after 6 months of looking for a job I'm still unemployed and sinking further and further into financial demise with a credit score less than 420. As far as family goes apparently my father has his own life which has always been the case even when we did live together , my oldest sister might as well not be a sister at all with how incredibly betrayed I was after she destroyed my mother's estate and legacy behind my grieving back. And my other two sisters made it clear to me that while they both love me very much neither of them have faith in my ability to support myself after my partner abandoned me and my car accident disabled me. I can't say I blame them for that. Truly I must be suited for nothing because that's exactly how many job offers I've gotten since moving away from los Angeles . I'm not pleased with myself after this evaluation and nor should any of my friends or family be. Now over the last few years several things have been slowly unraveling and time for me has began to take more of a,toll than I am comfo t able with on daily basis. With out incriminating myself or my future actions or choices I need to offer up a sincere apology to everyone who knows me. Somehow I got lost and fell short of everyone's expectations. I managed to do several things that make me feel accomplished but not much of it can be seen on paper and therefore remains useless as justifications for my lack of progress on this timely report and update about my NOW circumstances. My mama would be so grateful she was dead so she couldn't see me failing so obviously and worrying about trying to find some way to help me out. I can see clearly now there is no way out which is why I've made a few decisions. Based on those impending actions it is my responsibility to apprise everyone who would like to see me in the near future to please take action and do such. I can't imagine many of my friends would attend my funeral if I died tomorrow but if something were to happen I would hate to think someone didn't get the chance to tell me off or chastise me for my lack of living up to my potential. BASICALLY IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TO ME I SUGGEST YOU GET IT DONE WITH BEFORE THE END OF THIS SUMMER. I literally will more than likely not be able to be contacted after October first 2016. Good intentions and dashed hopes have left me deserted and deserving of such. At this time I want to issue a very big thank you to my somewhat obligated brother Dennis for allowing me this precious time with him and his family and also my newly adopted family for allowing my latest and most likely last year as an uncle to verify filled with love, laughter , and the opportunity to teach and watch development of some truly outstanding little kids. Finally I just want to say that I'm not looking for sympathy or obsolution , I just fairly needed to make sure any one who needed to be, be made
Aware of the inability to confront me again after 10/01/2016. Now that's been said. I will move on with a more clear conscious of mind. May the longtime sun shines upon you and all love surround you and the pure light within you guide your way on. Sat Nam simran. Xoxox