08/23/2021
Today I reminisced and organized pictures and cried a lot. And actually laughed. Laughed at myself. Okay so before the horrible countdown of Jordan leaving I did a thing…a therapeutic but very embarrassing thing….
I started a impromptu vlog! I videotaped myself processing the loss before, during and after Jordan going 30 hours away to college! Today, I watched said videos and laughed and cried more.
We have two special friends of Leilani’s leaving for college and I’m mourning along side their mamas who have asked for advice!
Advice:
1. Process! Go there. It’s okay to be sad. Get out the albums. Play the sad music. I’m glad I videotaped it. Up to you. BUT…don’t allow yourself to stay in that place very long.
2. Study stages of grieving.😩
3. Get a puppy and or kitten! STAT!🥰
Warning: Eye infections from crying! 😬
PS: If you want a good laugh and/or cry…I may post videos for anyone who needs them! 🤣 And start a support group!