08/08/2022
It all started with 3 hurtful words “I don’t love you” for me to realize that I needed to fill my own bucket.
I can still vividly remember how hard the blame, shame, and pain I felt came rushing at me like a line backer. I packed all of those heavy words into my suitcase and placed it upon my shoulders. It eventually seeped into my soul, writing a new pattern, destroying boundaries, killing my foundations and kicked me out of alignment.
It shined a big spot light on everything that I have been hiding from up until that point in time. Abandonment, lack of self love, my confidence went down the tube, and TRUST was no longer in existence. It was a point in my life path where I couldn’t be protected by my EGO.
My EGO dropped to the ground and I had nothing to left to grasp on to. I was stripped from my rose colored glasses. This is where the universe gifted with no more bu****it. I couldn’t tell myself how great of a human I was. It removed my rose colored glasses to see clearly.
This jolted me on a journey of self development, stretchiness, and uncomfortable feelings. A light of realization that I needed to deal with all those BIG feelings and accept the shadow side by integrating and balancing myself.
It turned out that I proved to myself that I am strong, brave, bold and know my self worth. I am showing the world my authentic self and I am loving where I am going bumps and all.
I know I want to be apart of a world where women own their own self worth and authenticity. It is my mission to mentor women through stripping away the layers of past traumas to create a life free from the limitations we project.
I see the women around me in my community rising from their darkest places, like the Phoenix, in their authenticity, self worth and confidence.
The bravest side of them shining to the world.
Setting a new way of life.
Not by just gently here and there, but by blazing the way to tap into their truest power.
Crushing all self limiting beliefs, patterns and doubt.
Healing the past traumas they had to endure in silence.
Raising the bar in every aspect of their life.
This is something I have been crafting for a while.
Something new is coming ✨