03/25/2019
DAY 896. Patterned scarves and tapestries faded by sun, threadbare by wind and use, made more valuable by love— by the sturdy practicality of materials with multiple uses and with whom one’s life is better.
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When I was a child I looked this way in my dream, in my vision, in my prayer for what I’d one day be.
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It was a romantic scene, that place I made on my heart. It was all wishes and hopes, lightly touched desires I simply tossed in on innocent whims.
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But they sat in there, safe, listening, at ease, and grew. They sent roots into my belly and shoots into my mind. My crown was pierced with millions of tiny seedlings and they covered my scalp with the tender green of daydreams sprouting.
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I forgot about them. I learned how to make myself pretty; I learned how to make myself dinner; I learned how to make others feel better; I learned how to make myself better.
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So by the time I was in the world as an adult, having had those reverie-saplings reared by my maiden years, without much attention to those scraggly, thin reaching adolescent trees on the top of my head, I began to discover they had been there with me my whole life.
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The man of my dreams, the home of my dreams, the work, the animals, the friends, the life of my dreams was waiting for me, patiently planted on my heart like an oak grove of intertwining limbs that has existed since the beginning of time.
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