EVOLve

***PART 1***

I am in a mastermind group that is challenging me to come out to the world with my natural gifts and teachings. Sounds nice, but it seems I’ll have to slay my biggest demons in order to do it. I haven’t felt so low in a LONG TIME.

One assignment was to put out two pieces of content for the world to see. And this is the first time I’ve been challenged by a coach with something that DOES feels in alignment, but that I’ve REFUSED myself over and over. I’m already two weeks late.

I just wouldn’t do it. I would always distract myself with other things and allow my mind to spiral downward by not following what calls me. I made several pieces of content and never put it out. It didn’t seem right to try to give something of value while I’ve been feeling like absolute crap about myself.

Now finally, tired and nervous, hours from meeting one of my hero coaches and mastermind group for the first time in Phoenix, I chose to explore on IG LIVE (there was NO way I was going to do anything if I allowed myself to plan, record, or prepare). What might these demons be that prevent me from doing what I have always longed to do—to be of value in the world, and to genuinely connect with all of you.

Here are a few:

1) I found out that building a successful business based on the platinum standard—word of mouth ONLY, without an online presence, was possible and fun for me, and fun to teach. I still believe these skills are invaluable, but I realized I also have been hiding behind it. A clever way to not have to be seen, not have to be heard, and not have to SAY WHAT I SEE.

2) I wouldn’t be able to fully self-Express without coming out as neurodivergent—HSP/HSS, (whatever labels you want to assign those like me) in a world that greatly misunderstands, and has even punished those like me who chose to reveal themselves.

3) Because of #2, I am meant to shake s**t up to create a new-improved reality. And I can’t help it. And I’m not sure I can follow in the dangerous footsteps of people like that, who’ve come before me. “...oftentimes those with the mover and shaker energy cross the boundaries of institutional authority, either inadvertently or deliberately.”

4) A big reason why I am so effective is because I work regardless of the greater, sometimes louder and more convincing opinion of others. I love studying and understanding the dark side of being human as well as the incredible means to transcend it. I’m not always a ray of sunshine, that’s for sure. And since I do this for a living, I don’t want to mess with the integrity of my work and experiments by putting myself in a position to begin giving a f**k what you all think, because my means of living is partly attached to the way I am received.

I respect and love you more than you know, and I also don’t give a s**t what you think most of the time.

5) Depending on where you’re at, you’ll either hear me or fear me, and sometimes, it hurts too much when it’s the latter.

What are your demons that guard you from choosing to evolve?

Beautiful demonstration from Big Sister .

Growing up, it was challenging (and still sometimes is) to see many lovely people argue and fight over differences, when all I heard was different people all saying the same s**t! It was confusing to see them argue, wondering why they couldn’t hear that they were actually on the same page. Back then I didn’t know I was a , able to understand all sides beyond the surface words. We all speak different languages but often many of us are actually pointing to the same thing, and actually even WANT the same thing without realizing, because focus is mainly on the words and intellect, instead of the intention, the vibration.

I believe it’s about time we stop wasting time misunderstanding, and start reaping the rewards we’ve built up, creating our reality to match our desire! (And you are meant to be, do and have ALL that you desire).

“How do we do that?”, I am often asked.

To start, one very effective way, one language we all speak is RHYTHM. MUSIC—pure vibration. What music moves you up the emotional scale naturally and without effort? Invite that more into your world, and see if you don’t love those who nod in agreement beside you, regardless of what they believe to be true.

After that, like uncle would, I invite you to think of the following:

WHAT IF, even if we don’t always understand or agree with each other, it was a fact that we are all more same than we are different? WHAT IF, even more importantly, we are actually ALL in this s**t TOGETHER? (Yes, even ). WHAT IF that were the reality? How would that shift some things in your world? Even just a little? Even just hypothetically...WHAT IF?

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All over this world , we, with conflicting beliefs , bow heads to different names of God. But no matter where we are , everyone on the planet nods in agreement to the KICK and the SNARE. - hip hop (I’m a witness) - eb

Hi everyone, I’d like to invite you come see a very rare and inspiring performance tonight by my amazing client, Lena Nelson. She is such a beautiful and resilient soul, and her music will hit you where it hurts good! I promise you will not be disappointed.

If I send this to you thru DM, I feel her music will personally resonate with you, and/or cause a shift you’ve been waiting for. Details below:

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Come watch me perform. I’ll see you tomorrow at de anza college at 6pm in the VAPC :) I believe I’m the first performance. we worked so hard 😭 and more shows to come ! Man You guys rock 🤟🏾😘👏🏾
“I let the angels speak through me” -Lena Nelson

Cupboard of mystery..what do you guys think these items are for? We use them in our workshops and private coaching sessions for a sense of . Very important!