05/06/2023
Hello 8 year old Earl. 💖✨💖
Here is when I really started to realize that I’m by myself in my choices. I was finding out that my parents didn’t know everything and the simple fact that my parents didn’t know everything scared me. I was starting to hide behind my fear and take on way more than a 8 year old should. I started to realize we were poor and started to understand my dad leaving at least once a month, supporting his habit and addiction leaving us in the cycle of not having enough. This is where my story really started growing into the finite of abundance. My happiness and my glow started to dwindle as I realize my parents were humans and not superheroes were angels. Realizing I couldn’t get the things I needed when I needed it. This is the pivotal moment of the story of unworthiness and not feeling safe and being provided for.
My love for serving and being silly, and just having the mentality of joy, waking up happy, and just the wonder man of life in the curiosity of new things was slowly fading away at this age. I told her they could see it in this picture and remember this picture as if it was yesterday.
For the rest of this month I am visiting this little man. Letting him know that he is worthy of abundance safety, and always is provided for. I’m going to remind little Earl that he’s funny, playful, and loves to serve and give. I am here to break cycles, and change stories. No matter how long it takes. I’m here for you buddy! I love you! You’re safe! You’re seen! You’re heard! And you are amazing!😍🙏🏽💖