04/30/2023
Today is the feast day of St. Catherine of Siena. Edgewood High School senior Ava Steiner shares her reflection. "Throughout high school, I thought getting good grades, pleasing my parents, and attending a good university was God’s plan for me. After all, everyone else was doing the same, so why would I be any different? However, I have learned so much throughout my senior year that taught me about my relationship with God. I learned the importance of having patience, learned that it is okay to change your mind, and learned to put more trust and faith in God. At the beginning of my second semester, I started to have second thoughts about going to college. I didn’t know what I wanted to study and have never felt secure about my future career goals. At the same time, I realized that I didn’t want to stop dancing. Being on stage was where I felt most alive, so why would I walk away from that? With the support of my amazing parents, and trusting in God’s plan for me, I had made the decision to take a gap year and pursue professional dance. This was a big step for me, as it was a far cry from the plan I thought God had for me. My experience directly relates to Acts of the Apostles 9:31-42. This passage discusses having complete trust in God and the wonders God can do for you. It mentions when Peter heals Aeneas at Lydda, and when he restored Tabitha, 'Then he turned to her body and said, ‘Tabitha, rise up.’ She opened her eyes, saw Peter, and sat up. He gave her his hand and raised her up, and when he had called the holy ones and the widows, he presented her alive.' This also relates to the mission of St. Catherine of Siena. She was called by God to enter public life to help the sick and the poor. She was known for visiting hospitals and homes where poor and sick people lived. This was the plan that God had for her, similar to how God called Peter to show God’s acts of mercy to those in need. We must continually work on strengthening our relationship with God. Helping out those around us, spreading the Gospel and showing God’s work, as well as spending more time in prayer are all ways we can continually grow closer to God. What’s more important and often more difficult is to put all of our faith into God and God’s plan. Remember that God is knowing of all things and will grace us with what we need exactly when we need it. Whether it be a person, a season, or a lesson, God will provide you with the help you need for that specific time in your life. So the next time God presents an opportunity you thought was off the path God had for you, I encourage you to put your trust in God and have peace knowing that you will be guided the rest of the way."