02/21/2026
That old me; I didn't hate him. I didn't dislike him. He was cool. But a bit soft. Bit weak. Smart but stupid. Stuborn. And I Just never looked up to him.
That old me that is dead now.... He was great but not greatness and that old me fun but not at peace. Not happy. Not fulfilled. That old me not aligned with a purpose. A true real meaning. And all that transpired all those years of LACKING SELF RESPECT. The self inflicted crippling behaviors that hurt himself and everyone around him.. well that all had to happen. I had to be broken down and each layer pealed away for the Becoming of the new me.
The new future me that I admire; I look up to him so much. I look foward to him every day. He knows him self fully with 100% authenticity. A serious vision with intent that is going to change continuously, to improve to progress, to becoming better every single day in all areas. Its going to be more than i could ever even imagine. GOD NEW IT ALL ALONG. Then once I allowed him to love me.
This new 5.0 version of me is at a moment with shifts that will not be comprehensive to most. But that don't matter. I keep going because this future 10.0 version is waiting. With a smile. Because he knows anything is possible.
The amounts of good he will be giving back as a son of God. His child doing the work, speaking and sharing more love more Faith more prayer.
He knows how far I have come and all that I have accomplished is much but not ever close to what's about to come.
This experience I fully committed to with determination. Dedication. Motivation. Inspiration Can't be explained in words.
Being the best version of me that no one can take from me. The amounts of pain preparation I put myself thru many try only few do... I AM DOING. relentlessly.
Unbreakable undeniable savage individual thats going even further not just for me but my future him and for each and every one of you.
If i could. You could too.
If you got this far...
You are WORTHY WILLING WEALTHY WITHIN ❗️.
Oh and being fully sober is just a bonus. But a framework step. Get stepping.
YOU CAN DO IT TO💯❗️
