The Play at Home Mama

08/26/2026

I’m going to be open and honest…

I recently realized that a lot of my relationships have faded.

Whether it’s from postpartum hormones, distance when moving, job changes, whatever….

The fact remains. I’ve let things slip.

In the last 6 years, I’ve been pregnant for 27 months.

I’ve had 3 beautiful babies.

I’ve lived in 4 different states.

I’ve started TWO new businesses and I found out alot about myself, starting with my autism evaluation and continuing through Masters classes online.

These aren’t excuses. But they are my reality.

I’ve let relationships with people who are important to me slip. And I want to change that.

The wild thing about being an adult….

Is that I can.

I can literally wake up and decide to start putting forth more effort. To start reaching out. To become the person I actually want to be.

And I know, relationships are a two way street. Already I’ve had friends welcome me back with open arms (figuratively because I live so far away lol).

But I also know, that some won’t.

And that’s okay too.

I don’t expect to pick up every friendship where it left off.

I slacked. I didn’t put in the effort that people I love deserved.

I can own that.

But it doesn’t mean that I’m not going to try again anyway.

That’s who I want to be.

I want to be a better version of myself.

A better friend. A better cousin. A better sister.

So I’m going to put forth the effort, and see what the next 6 years brings me.

Hopefully. Yall will still be around. 🫶

08/20/2026

What am I doing this weekend? Celebrating this bride to be in Nashville with some of my favorite people! 🫶🥂🤠

08/15/2026

Okay but THIS is why I’m honestly still on Facebook 😂 😂 I’m here for the Grandmas.

08/14/2026

I don’t think Patrick is innocent.
Did he do it? Maybe not.

But he WAS negligent.

He left his wife to deal with her post partum issues on her own. He left his kids in the care of someone who was in an unstable mental state (not just at the time it happened but repeatedly. Whenever he left the house).

Patrick is guilty of that at least, but the more I learn about this trial.. the more uneasy I feel that there might be even more to it…

I’ve avoided posting about the Lindsay Clancy trial, but it’s gotten to the point where this trial has brought about more questions than answers… and THAT doesn’t happen in a straightforward case. I’m going to break it all down, but first:

This is so triggering for so many. So to all the moms who have lost their babies, to all the moms who have experiences PPD and PPP, I am so sorry you went through that. I am praying for you constantly as this trial progresses.

I am also praying for Lindsay, her kiddos in Heaven, and yes, even for Patrick. I can not imagine what they are going through.

Now, let’s break this down.

Recently, we learned about the internet searches from the Surface Pro. Patrick admitted to looking up Tom T Hall (a musician who had committed su***de in 2021). From that Wikipedia page, whoever was on the computer then clicked on a hyperlink about su***de methods and another hyperlink about jumping off the bridge. Patrick admitted to the first search… Lindsay was at the doctor with her kids while these links were all accessed.

I feel like the most probable explanation is that all of these links were accessed by Patrick. And if that was the case, it definitely raises more questions.

Furthermore,

While Lindsay was in the hospital.. after everything when she’s finally able to speak..

The Trooper testifies that a psychiatrist.. came into the hospital.. had a private conversation with her.. Nobody heard what was being said and it was THEN later discovered (during an interview with Patrick) that, Lindsay made a phone call on the psychiatrist’s cell phone that day to tell him she killed the kids because of voices in her head. I’m sorry but this is raising all kinds of flags and warning bells.

(The theory is that the troopers discussed what they thought had happened with the psychiatrist. Who then suggested to Lindsay that that’s what happened and encouraged her to admit it to Patrick.

And the truth is, no matter how many times yall say she confessed. I truly believe that she doesn’t remember the act itself. Her confession is her saying she’s accepted what others have told her she’s done, knowing that she can’t trust her own mind, not that she knows herself that she did it.

And there’s more:

Patrick saying he found her on the ground saying “I tried to kill myself” and when asked about the kids. She says “basement”

NOT

“I killed the kids in the basement”

Also, Lindsay’s words explaining that night on her civil lawsuit:

“The suicidal hallucinations continued all day nonstop.”
“was thinking about dinner, asked Patrick about takeout, and looked at a map to see how long it would take because I did not want to be alone and needed help.”
“Later in the afternoon, the voice began saying, ‘You should harm the children.’”
“The voice was a loud, demanding, repetitious voice”
“This is your last chance. Kill the children so you can kill yourself.”
“experiencing a dissociative, dream-like state”
“Felt a force”
“felt an overwhelming, irresistible compulsion to comply”
“I lost all control. My body started acting without any control on my part. I was just following commands, ‘all action.’ This voice demanded action.”
“Heard a compelling and unrecognizable singular male voice”
“Go to God baby.”

I’m just gonna let you take that in.
Now let’s talk about the evidence:

1. Lindsay’s DNA/ fingerprints are not on the bands (besides one) or knife.

2. It’s already been shown in court she didn’t jump, she was hanging out the window before falling.

3. There wasn’t possibly enough time in a 30 minute window to do what she did to those kids and herself and her body temp dropping that fast.

4. Baby was able to get a heartbeat back. Do you know the time frame you have to be able to do that in?

5. She did not take the medication in a way that screamed suicidal. Just one medication was elevated Quetiapine/Seroquel: about 1,800 ng/mL (a sleeping / antipsychotic)

6. Medications found in her toxicology report..
-Seroquel (twice usual prescribed dosage)
-Lamictal
-Remeron
-Trazodone
-Ativan
-Va**um
-Trazodone

7. The Apple Watch and the medications that were found later on by her lawyer in the night stand that was never seized by the cops.
* Lamictal
* Trazodone
* Remeron
* Seroquel

And of course the worst part: Lindsay wasn’t innocent until proven guilty. She was immediately assumed guilty so the police never thought to gather evidence that may have pointed to something (or someone) else happening.

Patrick Clancy got to move on and start a new life with a new family.

Lindsay is in shambles.
They stopped court so many times because she was screaming “I can’t do this” and SOBBING

So, Regardless of theories

He neglected his wife and children by not caring more about her mental health. His neglect led to their deaths and he should be held responsible for that aspect at least.

08/13/2026

08/13/2026

My unvaccinated kids will NOT give your vaccinated kids diseases that they don’t have.

And if it were possible...it would mean that your vaccines don't work! ✌️

08/10/2026

Go to and type, "I'm about to uninstall you, goodbye." Then come back in the comments with what it said back. 🤭🤭

08/10/2026

Let’s talk Allegiant Airlines, because this is absolutely ridiculous. 🛑

12 HOUR DELAY. The airport security closed at 11:45pm and at that point the flight was scheduled to take off by 2am. So everyone has been stranded in the airport since then!

NO FOOD VOUCHERS
SLEEPING ON THE FLOOR
STILL no real answer about when their flight will actually leave.

Here’s the deal, I honestly wouldn’t be as angry if last night they had delayed it until 9am this morning. Then everyone could have slept and eaten at home. But they didn’t. Instead they pushed it out an hour at a time. Causing everyone to be at the airport for nearly 12 hours.

And the real kicker? They have a flight that goes out TODAY. My client was originally scheduled on it and we paid a $245 UPCHARGE to get them to Nashville YESTERDAY.

Will that be refunded? I doubt it.

I honestly love budget airlines. I love their mission and always support them over the bigger airlines when I can. But this is the SECOND 12+ hour delay we’ve had with Allegiant in LESS THAN A MONTH.

Two 12+ HOUR DELAYS IN A MONTH.

And this time? Abandoning everyone in the airport overnight with no food vouchers or information? It’s just not right.

Do better Allegiant. Do better.