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Are you familiar with the term Relentless Optimism?

Relentless Optimism a key mindset for me. I don't know the genesis of why I have it - I didn't learn it, wasn't trained in it, and didn't even have a name for it until a few years ago when I ran into an article defining it. 🧠

Relentless Optimism is why, when things are seemingly impossible to handle and relinquishing the fight appears to be the best - and maybe only - choice, we keep going: driven by the belief the the impossible is only temporarily out of reach. 📌

Since discovering the term, I've encountered just as many critical articles about it as positive ones. Like so many other mindset ideas, this one is very vulnerable to misuse, misinterpretation, and can be leveraged in way that would do more damage than good.

But if we understand it correctly, it's an exceptionally powerful tool. 🔨

Relentless Optimism is NOT equivalent to Toxic Positivity.

Being this type of optimist actually requires that we see the challenge - that we see the hard, apparently impossible, and very real issues the are present. There's no glossing over them. In fact, as a relentless optimist, I have to understand and feel them as part of the problem-solving steps to vision the impossible.

Instead, Relentless Optimism says, 'I understand we don't have the solution yet and that we can't even begin to see one, but I believe even in the darkest moment, that one exists.' Moreover, the Relentless Optimist is driven to find that solution.

Even if I can't stop trauma itself:

I can change how we talk about it.

And what we know about it.

And how we deal with it.

And I am certain that will eventually change the world. 🌍 ❤️‍🩹

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Every now and again, I encounter that person. The one where I can see that they don't necessarily believe what I am telling them.

These people used to be a huge, huge shame-trigger for me. I would immediately launch into all the ways I was right, working in the research I'd done or all the proof of an incident I had.

Because the benefit of the doubt had always been an elusive thing for me, being in an abusive relationship that often included implications that I "wouldn't be believed anyway" further upended my concept of self-truth. I doubted myself at least as much as others did - even when I knew I was truthful to a fault.

When I worked through those issues, I found that no more people believed me than had before I worked through them. That's just how it is. Some people are never going to believe me. The shift was in how I accepted that fact without being consumed by it any longer. I learned that when I could feel the inner confidence of my own truth, it mattered much less how others perceived my knowledge and experiences. It was incredibly freeing.

The confidence to know what you know: That's Radical Wellness

My TEDx talk actually opens with the line, "I have always wanted to be liked."

That's been true for most of my life - I just wanted people to like me.

But I was a socially awkward, chubby, not-very-cute kid donned in glasses and clothes I 'would grow into' who was too smart not to be noticed - and thus bullied. As I grew, I failed to connect to one group (certain I couldn't trust them), instead, chasing every activity I could find. I became like water - able to fill the shape of whatever room I was in 💦.

Well into adulthood, that was my identity. Water 💧. I played the part of filling vessel after vessel - transparent and able to create buoyancy for whomever needed to float. 🛟 I could put out a fire. 🔥 I could create motion for almost anything or anyone. ⛵️ I could nourish and sustain life. 🍃In many ways, I was proud of it.

That is, until I realized I wasn't water 💦 at all. I had never been 💦 water. I was a tree 🌳 just waiting to be planted. I realized that filling vessel after vessel - flowing into the shape of whatever was there - and always running, flowing- had met I'd lost myself. It was my way of protecting myself, my way of trying to make people like me. And it came at an enormous price.

Being a tree 🏝️ is hard work. I have to been seen now - no flowing away or rushing to try and disappear. I have to embrace the leaves and branches that suit me. Even if those aren't the ones someone else likes. 🌟

But I also GET to do that now. And so can you.

It's hard to give up being water 💦 - but if you're a tree, I promise you that the joy you'll get from growing your new branches and being seen as you have always been is priceless.

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We get caught up in the nuance of this a lot...

Trauma Survivors: Healing after trauma isn’t about blaming yourself for what you went through. Especially if you were young—it was NEVER your fault. Even if you felt powerless, your mind and body channeled their warrior spirit to help you survive. And you did. And you're here.

Now, YOU get to write your story. Being accountable in your now means you’re in charge of your healing, your growth, and how you react to triggers. Changing & healing doesn’t mean punishing yourself for the ways you survived—it means acknowledging your strength and refusing to let your past define you.

You can hold compassion for who you were, and still champion who you’re becoming. Both are true.

Ready to move forward? Let's do this.

How often do you hear someone (maybe yourself) referred to as 'resilient', or as 'not resilient'?

We deliver this judgment the same way we refer to curly or straight hair or green or brown eyes: as if it's something we are born with (or without).

That's just not true.

Resilience isn't a character trait. It's a skillset—a set of tools you build to help yourself absorb the initial blow of a trauma. It's essential, but only part of the story when it comes to navigating traumatic events—and the messaging about it is so, so wrong.

Whether I'm counseling, speaking, or consulting, I think it's important to explore a new view on resilience, and I can teach you how to build up your own, customized resilience toolkit for yourself or for your organization; one that won't leave you relying on this response alone, or stuck in a cycle of constantly being 'resilient' until you burn yourself out.

Ready to learn more? Visit my webpage, grab a free download on self-compassion, or dm me for an exploration call.

Healing is a verb in the present tense. 💪🏼

I don't do 'healed' as a past tense word because I know that I may experience something that leaves me feeling vulnerable or retraumatized. But we don't have to punish ourselves. Instead, engage in active healing. ❤️‍🩹

Healing is an endurance sport. It's not for the weak. And if you've had trauma, you are.not.weak. You are an elite athlete ready for this sport 🚣🏽‍♀️

You don't have to 'be over it'. 🗻 to be in healing. And, no matter what you've heard, you don't actually 'choose' a trauma response - that is not how this works! That's not how any of this works! 🤦🏽‍♀️

Trauma and triggers hurt. But, two things can be true at once: you can be healing and still feel your hurt (ever had a burn start to heal up??). 🩹

And, you can STILL train. Train for healing by practicing your self-care EVERY DAY just like an athlete practices every day. Self-care that is a response to being empty is too little, too late and it won't help you: just like training too close to an event won't work. 👟

You also need to be present in your real emotions - using resilience skills as a response to those hard moments (I have the tools for that - reach out and I can help!). This doesn't mean you'll feel 'only positive' emotions - in fact, there might be some struggle and hurt; but you can release it with the right tools.

Create your environment so it best supports you. Life is real. And messy. And noisy. And chaotic. And expensive! 💵
It can be silent. Be lonely. Be Isolating.

But it can also be a place of JOY, HOPE, and yes, HEALING ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 You can find even a few minutes for those last three - no cost needed - in deep breathing, visualizing your happiness, or practicing mindfulness for even 5 minutes. Just like athletes have their routine - you can have one for healing too.

The best part of being in healING? You can join this sport at any time. There's room for you on the team, no experience necessary

There's a lot of talk about 'trauma-types' - the types and definitions get expanded; the nuances of combinations and settings are discussed a lot too. But I don't see a lot of conversation about the power of trauma-types.

Trauma-types aren't bad; Your trauma-type is an automatic reaction developed by your brain to do one thing - Keep you Safe.

When your brain/body perceive something that might be dangerous/difficult, reminds you of something that was dangerous/difficult, or feels you're getting a lot of input about something dangerous/difficult, your trauma-type kicks in and does its thing: its thing is to keep you safe.

You developed your primary trauma-type around the age of 6-8. You DO have combinations of types, your reaction can be based on setting and also influenced by the perception of others needing you to keep them safe too. But that one, early, response - it's especially powerful. AND, because you've honed it for most of your life, it also comes with additional perks - strengths you and others can rely on.

For those of us with a significantly traumatic background, our work is in learning to calm the response and teach it when it really needs to engage and when it can take a break. That doesn't make the response 'bad,' just extra protective - and for good reason!

Find your trauma type and check out one of the special gifts it gave you...

As a feminist psychology theorist (not the same as social feminism) challenging the codependence label matters.

While some people are, and can be, codependent - the reality for women and gender-diverse individuals in particular is that this mechanism is often more accurately described as conditioning towards safety. In a true codependent situation, both individuals are so deeply invested in each other that they struggle to function independently. To be clear, this is not a healthy relationship pattern and needs and deserves intervention and support. But too often I hear the term 'codependent' assigned to individuals who are simply unable to picture themselves as worthy to be in relationship with someone because their historic normal was that they were not considered worthy unless they were self-sacrificing on behalf of the other person.

The way you adapted to a situation in order to survive it - i.e. being useful, being the caregiver, doer, peacemaker, etc. isn't necessarily codependence at all. It's a survival mechanism. It was an adaptation - and a clever one at that. But, when we take it into our next relationships because it's all we know, it becomes conditioning. We stop being able to recognize where the conditioning ends and we begin. Then, it can be a real problem for us.

But importantly, the problem isn't something that is broken in you - it's something that is broken in our world where safety isn't an automatic given inside even our closest relationships. When we shift from believing we're codependent, or disordered, or dysfunctional, and start believing we adapted to a world that didn't care for us as we deserved, the way we heal - and stay healed - can shift.

I'm hearing it frequently these days - and I know I've said it myself:
"I'm just so angry."
"I'm full of rage."

Particularly for those of us who identify as women, this can be a very difficult emotion to experience. And unfortunately it is frequently followed by shame. That's because anger feels out of control, it feels uncomfortable - sometimes, it even feels dangerous. I'm reminded of a scene in a television show I enjoy called "The Newsroom" in which the producer, Mackenzie McHale (played by Emily Mortimer) instructs her anchor and estranged love interest Will McAvoy (played by Jeff Daniels) to step away from her and go to the other side of the room because, as she says, "There's a credible threat I'm going to hit you." But Mortimer's character isn't being violent- or cruel. She's reacting to something McAvoy has shared that is so deeply upsetting to her that the anger wells up. In the scene, she fights it off (and never hits Will.)

The Newsroom character experiences a violation - and, as a result, a deep sense of injustice. This injustice manifests itself as anger and, for a moment, the threat of violence. But it's not cruelty. It's pain. When we encounter injustice, it sparks pain - and we often respond with anger. That's not shameful. That's awareness that something is wrong.

Is there "bad" anger? Absolutely. Anger that is rooted in hate, in fear, in the desire to overpower someone, is absolutely toxic. However, I find people experiencing that type of anger are far more interested in justifying their actions and even their violence and far less interested in controlling it. They don't feel shame - they feel entitled.

Intention matters. So what's the intention at the root of your anger right now? If it's injustice, know you are not alone and should not be ashamed. Also, however, it's important to channel that anger in ways that 1) releases it from your body and 2) does not inflict damage on someone else. Yes - scream into the woods, run hard (even if you only last 1/2 a block), take up boxing, or bake something that would usually need to be mixed with a mixer - but do it by hand! Throw paint. Play loud music. Cry. But do not punish yourself for experiencing it - you see the injustice - and it is painful - but you can handle it and eventually use it for action.