10/19/2025
One of my favorite allies to sit with. Mama Cacao. The slow and soft heart expansion, awareness of all of Life unfolding around me. Hearing the Mother herself whisper to me. Her voice like soft petals on my heart space that morphe into a new open rose. This morning in particular was a few weeks after conceiving this baby I’m carrying now. I already knew I had conceived the moment it occured, but hadn’t officially taken any pregnancy tests. I was dancing with the awareness in my womb space that life was growing. In this particular moment with cacao I sank into deep gratitude and appreciation for my path, for Life, for womb, for Her. Erasing any and all fears and doubts around. I was overwhelmed with emotion feeling and hearing the Great Mother communicate and move through me. Tears flowed from my eyes in Holiness. It was then I drew the cards, which just happened to be confirmation for me. I was overjoyed. I took a pregnancy test shortly after just so I could show my husband. The only test and external confirmation I would need for my entire pregnancy. Now at 25 weeks, no prenatal care except my own and the Great Mother, I am in full bliss and honor to be carrying Life yet again. Knowing I am blessed, honored, and guided by the great teachers, guides, and ancestors that have gone before me. I am grateful. Open. And Peaceful.
