10/07/2024
My sister Beth died 21 years ago today. We will never forget her beautiful face. Below is a paper I wrote last week for a class I am taking about my sister Beth.
Ephesians 6:10-16
The Full Armor of God
by Carin Winter
“10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes.
12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15 and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace.
16 In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.”
- Ephesians 6:10-16
In Ephesians 6:10-16, Paul writes from prison to the Church, urging believers to stand firm in their faith by putting on the full armor of God. His message is clear: spiritual warfare is real, and we must rely on God's strength and protection rather than our own.
Being a Christian means preparing for battle every day by living truthfully, righteously, and faithfully in our relationship with God.
I would like to share a story about my sister Beth and how Ephesians 6:10-16 applies to our battle after her death.
"Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might." (v. 10) Our spiritual strength comes from God’s grace not our mere human strength. So, we need to be strong in the Lord, by renewing our relationship with Him daily.
To be strong in the Lord, means to ask for God to fight our battles for us, most of them being spiritual battles. We can do this ourselves in our own lives, we can ask God to fight the battle for us - when there is something that we are struggling with, be it sickness, a relationship or a financial problem. We can ask His will to take a hold and rely on His strength to heal and carry us through the struggle. We need to ask ourselves where it is in our own lives that we need to be strong in the Lord?
It is important to realize that our little human strength is simply insufficient. We are carried by God’s strength alone through prayer, Scripture, and fellowship.
"Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil." (v. 11)
We are being directed here to trust in God’s divine will for us and his power to protect us and guide us. It is God’s armor and protection alone that provides us safety and security from the darkness of evil. The devil is constantly trying to find a way to ruin our lives. Every day we are at risk, not just when we leave home and encounter dangerous people but even in the quietness of our own thoughts. The devil is fighting to get a hold of you, your mind, your family and friends and all those you love.
My little sister Beth was born in 1980, the youngest girl in our family. She was courageous, happy and joy filled. After college, she worked at a golf course and was applying for “real jobs” in her field. During this time, she was having trouble sleeping and was prescribed a drug by her doctor, which she took for seven days. This drug was not for sleep though, it was for depression and Beth was not depressed. Tragically, this drug caused a severe side effect called akathisia. I was with Beth at an event that week and noticed she was unable to ice a cupcake. I sat with her after the party and prayed with her. I had a horrible feeling during my prayer that she would take her life. I asked her if she was suicidal and she said “no way”.
Two days later my mother and brother Matthew, who was 12 years old, found her hanging in the hallway from a belt. My mother said she felt evil entities all around her. We knew immediately it was the drug that caused her to take her life. There was nothing in her soul that would do that.
We later found out that the drug was linked to suicidal ideation and had been banned in several countries. My family and I fought the drug company and the FDA, eventually helping secure a warning label on the drug. It was David and Goliath feat and we wore the full armor of God’s righteousness, and through his truth and faith, we won. To be clear, there was no monetary gain for us, only the regulatory body was awarded but justice was served to some degree.
However, my anger lingered, I experienced her death clinically as murder and so none of this justice cured or healed my heart. My anger was so deep and strong. Until one day, I realized the real battle wasn’t against the people who made the drug. As it says in
Ephesians verse 12, "For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places." (v. 12) My battle was not against flesh and blood but was against the darkness, the evil that I was fighting; the schemes of the devil, the greed and lies that the devil told to the makers of the drugs, the hypnotic trance of greed that he used hypnotized the regulatory bodies. Holding onto anger was allowing the devil to continue harming me and allowing him to win the spiritual battle. I had to forgive the people and ask God to help me fight the dark forces while fully relying on God’s armor to resist the schemes of the enemy.
The longer I walk around with this sack of resentment, the longer I allowed the darkness to not just take my sister’s life but my own, I was losing the battle, so I worked on forgiveness every single day and asked for the strength of the full armor of God to guide me.
And the story goes on, justice did prevail further because the truth was relieved by the light of God. "Stand therefore, having fastened on the belt of truth..." (v. 14a) In the end, the makers of the drug and their lies had been exposed a couple years after we spoke at the FDA hearing and they were fined $3.2 billion dollars, the largest lawsuit in pharmaceutical history. Being grounded in the truth is protective in spiritual warfare. It was the truth that allowed us to beat the drug company, because as the devil used the belt of evil, we had the “belt of truth” around us, it allowed us to be able to fight for what is right and be spiritually protected.
As Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth and the life, no one comes to the Father except through me.” Jesus is the truth that we have fasted to us like a belt. Jesus uses the belt of truth to destroy his lies. The truth is Beth was taken by the greed of this company and the greed of the regulatory bodies who were benefiting directly from its profits, not her own will. So Beth’s soul is protected by that truth. The night before she died, our family prayed the rosary and Beth prayed for herself and asked Jesus for help. We were first so confused why he would take her but it was the love and guidance of Jesus that healed our doubt.
When we are grounded in integrity and lead by the truth of Jesus Christ we are able to move forward and fight any human battle without fear, because we have His spiritual protection. Like a belt that secures a soldier’s armor, God’s truth holds everything together.
We also need to be spiritually prepared to fight a battle at any point, inner battles and lies that form in our own heads, like “What if” thoughts and outer battles, like being challenged by a difficult person or institution.
"...and having put on the breastplate of righteousness." (v. 14b)
God offers us the breastplate of righteousness, which is his protection, not just for our physical body but our soul. When we were fighting the FDA we thought we might lose but we knew we wore the breastplate of righteousness on our chest. We knew we were entering into spiritual warfare with God’s righteousness protecting us so we do not need to fear injustice or failure because even if we lose in this world, as we lost Beth, our God wins in the highest court of heaven.
The breastplate is symbolic of not just protecting our vital organs but our hearts and souls. Even if we are defeated by man in an earthly battle, even if our loved ones are taken from us, in the courts of the high heavens, we are liberated and free as we are protected by God’s armor. So, we should be brave and fear no evil and enter the battle knowing that we are protected by the holy court of God’s righteousness in eternity.
“and, as shoes for your feet, having put on the readiness given by the gospel of peace." (v. 15)
The truth of the gospel protects us to fight the dark forces of the world. Just like we can’t show up for battle without training, we must be prepared by studying the gospel to prepare for spiritual warfare. I will stand and fight for Beth with the full armor of God until the day I die, with my soul grounded in the gospel of peace and therefore guided by God’s knowledge.
So each morning, before your feet even hit the ground, put on God’s armor. Because while Jesus is laying beside you awaiting your awakening to remind you that you are his child and you are loved; the devil is waiting for you in the bathroom, he's gonna tell you you're ugly, not good enough and nobody loves you. So turn to God’s love by opening the gospel of peace.
"In all circumstances take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming darts of the evil one." (v. 16)
Keep in mind, in closing, that it is our faith that protects us from the devil’s trickery, extinguishing the devilish ways which induce fear, anxiety and more. The armor of God is also needed to protect our family. Even as we lost my sister Beth, we still had faith in God. We had the shield of faith which protected us in our fight against the dark forces. That is why it is important that we stay awake and armored by God’s grace not just for ourselves but for those we love.
In Summary Ephesians 6:10-16 reminds us that we are not in a war against any one person or people but against the dark and evil forces in the world and therefore we can not rely on our small human powers but the power alone of God’s Armor and protection. We need the belt of truth, the breastplate of righteousness, the readiness of the gospel and the shield of faith. We have to have the entire armor because the devil is constantly trying to find a way to ruin our lives, our peace and our sanity. We need to stay spiritually fit and alert, we can not enter into a battle without training, therefore we need the gospel of truth to guide us. Reading the bible, practicing the teachings of Jesus Christ, and trusting in God each day in small ways, prepares us for bigger battles.
Bibliography
“The Holy Bible”, New International Version, Grand Rapids MI, 2011
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J. Scott Duvall and J. Daniel Hays, “Grasping God’s Word: A Hands-On Approach to Reading,
Interpreting and Applying the Bible”, 3rd edition, Grand Rapids, MI Zondervan, 2012
https://youtu.be/_4JXyEJaGX4?feature=shared
https://youtu.be/D2SOD7G71MI
We are grateful for Beth’s life and the love of Jesus always wins.