01/26/2022
You will continually create scenarios that bring up your deepest inner wounds. The times when you needed to love yourself the most and yet, to feel safe with your surroundings, you instead blamed yourself and turned away. You created a story about yourself that transferred the weight of responsibility for love and safety from your caregivers to yourself, and this often happened before you even had words to conceptualize what it meant to be innocent.
I know I came into this world to serve, to shine light into the darkest places. I arrived in this body and was quickly shown that I wasn’t safe and wasn’t number one, and so I decided that I must be broken, unloveable, and unworthy. I have come a long way since I told myself these stories and created these patterns. And yet the instances when I feel inadequate or unable to fix something outside of myself has continued to show up in my life until I could finally realize that only now do I have the maturity and wisdom to see that these were mearly survival mechanisms. I told myself things that were untrue to somehow feel safe with my surroundings. And now for the turn around and the turn within.
For I have always been lovable, for Iam pure love. I was never broken because Iam whole, complete and full of light. I forgive myself for the blame, the guilt, the burden and heavy ness that I agreed to experience for such divine growth. Iam me and Iam free.
If you made it this far, just know you are worthy, you always were. You are lovable and always will be.
Reach out if you want to work together. I can hold you in self forgiveness, in changing your story, and becoming the very best you.
I love myself, and I love you 💕
Aloha Ma