10/09/2019
Sure I had friends..Probably too many actually.
You see I never really felt like I fit in, I hung out with everyone because I didn’t fit in with anyone.
I was probably the most popular lost soul you’ll ever meet.
I had no idea who were really my friends and if people really enjoyed my company or if we all hung out out of habit, I mean when there is only 65 kids in your class you try to fit in where you can.
I became really good at molding myself into who ever I needed to be depending on people and the situation but nothing ever felt real.
I only felt like myself when I was alone, listening to unpopular music, reading about cults, watching VHS documentaries about serial killers and other taboo topics of the time. (Several occasions I was sent to the social worker for it 🙄) I guess I was a head of my time since it’s all the rage right now. 😉
Nobody wanted to be friends with that Dena, so that Dena hid from her classmates, hid from everyone.
Well the real Dena, the awkward, LOUD, fun, excitable and “overly” sensitive Dena is here with open arms!!
Maybe what you’ve been looking for to let out the real you is spending more time with a girl like me 😉
