11/08/2020
... happy birthday, Mom. I know you know this, but I just have to tell you what a spectacular woman Marika is ... her career is taking off, she is married to the sweetest man, and she has the most perfect little boy. I see so much of you in him ... his gestures, his expressions ... and best of all is watching Marika with him. She is so patient and I love how she listens to him, just like you always did to us. I can't even imagine what it was like raising two of us. I especially get this now as Griffin races around and tells me "no" ... and I don't even do this full time. Thank you seems so inadequate, but ... thank you.
In honor of this special birthday, Mo and I went out for a wonderful dinner and toasted you with fancy cocktails. We shared stories about you and laughed ... and cried. I keep thinking it will get easier, the missing you, but not so much. I do still feel you with me ... in fact, this plant that I thought for sure was a dud bloomed today, and I thought "Mom did that!" ... and it made me smile.
Love,
Kachina