03/10/2026
Spring 2016. I had just realized something that shook my entire world:
My childhood trauma had been writing the script of my entire life.
I had moved alone to a tiny Greek island to heal after separating from my sailor boyfriend and to study holistic nutrition.
My days were simple:
Planting seeds.
Watching tomatoes burst from the fertile soil.
Pickling vegetables.
Visiting churches.
Paddle boarding.
It felt like freedom.
Around that time I started flirting with an old friend back home in Sweden. A charming bad boy who had never proven loyalty to anyone.
Because of my childhood abandonment, men like him had always been strictly off limits. I had built my life around avoiding that pain ever again.
But after several ayahuasca ceremonies in the past few months, something strange was happening.
Instead of listening to fear, I was listening to spirit.
And spirit seemed determined to send me straight into the very thing I had always avoided.
One night, after a few exchanges of messages, the truth landed. My instinct had been right. He wasnโt someone I could trust.
And suddenly the pain of my entire childhood rushed back into my body. The same ache I felt when my mother had to give me up.
I broke down. At 2am, alone on my beautiful Greek island, I opened my phone out of desperation to feel better.
The first thing I saw was a post by Joe Dispenza:
โYou manifest your reality based on the painful experiences of your childhood - until you learn to reprogram your mind.โ
I had never heard anything like that before.
Through tears, I dove in.
Over the next few weeks I read every book he had written and became obsessed with understanding how my childhood programming was shaping my reality - the good and the bad.
Eventually I became deeply grateful for that painful encounter. Because it led me exactly where I needed to go.
That night was the beginning of a whole new life for me.
Ever since then, Iโve helped countless women and men recognize the hidden patterns written in childhood and reprogram them. So they stop repeating the pain of the past, and start consciously creating/manifesting the relationships and lives they were always meant to have.
03/08/2026