08/13/2026
She lost her friend.
We said goodbye to three.
Yesterday freaking sucked and sometimes thatās the only word I can gather.
As I shared in some of our stories, we knew yesterday was going to be Tarragons last day. His old tired body was slowing down & I will always stand by itās better to let them go on a good day than let them suffer.
But honoring those words, there were two others that joined Tarragon in our heavenly heard yesterday. For those of you who have followed along with Tarragons story, you know he came in with a buddy named Cowboy. Cowboy was not apart of our rescue but loved dearly by the kind hearted woman who brought him in. Cowboy also in his mid twenties, with crippled knees as big as softballs and a back fetlock that was unfixable at his age. Those two buddies met each other in greener pasture with a whole new set of legs.
Lastly, our sweet Fern. This one hurt. I love all our horses of course, but our mares capture my heart greatly. Fern came to the rescue so closed off, walls built, almost feeling mad at the world. I donāt blame her. She was bought and sold by horse traders & kill buyers with an old broken pelvis, extreme arthritis multiple different parts of her joints throughout her legs, extremely sore back, and so much more which all combined within a senior horse was a recipe for disaster. We tried moving her to one of our retirement pastures to see if she could enjoy pasture life, but her body declined quickly.
With her, came Clove. Her right hand lady throughout this whole traumatic experience. Bonded at the hip and never leaving eachotherās side.
Clove knew Fern was struggling, and was there to support her through the whole experience as she has since day one.
After our vet evaluated her & we made the call, Fern was peacefully laid to rest. Clove slowly inched over and laid next to her friend in mourning. She took a few deep breaths, closed her eyes, and just stayed in the present moment as long as she could. We waited until she decided on her own time she was ready.
The last time I saw this was when I laid Luna to rest and Piper said her goodbyes.
These relationships are just so special to them. And I want to share how truly proud of am of Fern on this journey despite everything she has been through. I shared how reserved she was first coming in to Kataluna, but the mental transformation in her was one I will never forget. She slowly overtime became one of the friendliest of the herd, the first to greet you at the fence, and ask for cuddles and hugs. In these moments where the goodbyes can be so hard, I hold onto that. Where she felt comfortable enough, and safe enough to open up her doors so we could love her how she deserved to be love. We really do love you Fern, and we will continue to take care of Clove in your honorā¤ļø
Sleep in peace sweet soulsš¤