PLUtonic Ratio

https://youtu.be/LO3zsuCLe2I?si=msgjab079WPaAUJV

when everything is terrible ❉ 26 mins of droney rhythmic noise to psy-dance to ❉ i hope this helps pairing this with my other unreleased track (Domestic Vs) that is made of my fear and disappointment of expectations with a smidge of hope for everything els...

https://youtu.be/LO3zsuCLe2I?si=joNfa6ZyTbIldES0

https://youtu.be/0vxFFpCeKBY?si=B19dOkSCcXfC9xgk

track: field EP: blooming artist: Wh**es Have Maps production, recording, animation, illustration, and videography all done by me 🤓enjoi ^_^

I am the moon set, and the sun rise

Thank you Trauma. Thank you trauma for giving me ALL of the details (even if they weren't all factual, later earning discernment took gaining wisdom). Thank you trauma, for teaching me my intuition (even if trust came later, discernment took wisdom). Thank you trauma, for teaching me how to step back when needed and daydream for awhile, especially if I need to tune something out and keep to myself, and keep my energy my own (control over when I did and how long to daydream VS when to be aware of my surroundings instead, as weird as it sounds, took much practice).
Thank you trauma for keeping me safe.
Even if actually feeling safe when I already was took, much practice. Discernment, it all came later and with WORK but- I wouldn't have ever done the work if it weren't for being struck by you. Hit with inspiration. No. I don't love the one who's intention was to blow my house down, THAT wolf. I love that this life gave me the skillset to learn to build and build again because, Trauma really has become my Mama. A huge resource. A reason to do the things because we do what we must. I know that I am stronger than most and, I do not love the one who willed me strucken, but I love the renaissance. The mix of not loving you and loving the result of me. The love of rediscovering something ancient and making it something new, the act of remembering who I was when I had been lost and forgotten, the humanism emerged of my own persona, the technologies to blueprint

You shouldn't ever fake your pleasure, just to fit into an expectation of what that normal looks like. It also perpetuates false expectations that further us from having a good time. Having an or**sm doesn't have to happen. Simple as pie🥧. Are we having fun? Does your body feel sovereign, safe? These are important questions. Having pleasure does not have to equal climaxing! Every face mask self care event doesn't have to be a spa day. Do what feels good, safe, and sovereign for you. Plus, its super super boring to perpetuate old stereotypes, AND, I can even go so bold to say that perpetuating the faking of or**sms for a male's satisfaction ONLY...propells and holds hands with r**e culture. I don't think you can change my mind.

We are all navigating trauma RN. Be kind to one another. I'm here to listen and not tell you everything is going to be OK because who knows wtf that even means

We are *literally* navigating this pandemic, and it's onset of social trauma, with our Bodies. Are you aware of what your body feels, Right Now 🤔?

Learning "how to return to our bodies" aka "ground" aka "chill tf out and get comfy with ourselves" will be the MOST important thing to do during this pandemic.

Mr roomate makes these 😂

Took a break and embodied the rock mine.