10/02/2019
Today I shared what’s been going on with me over the past year+. It’s caused me to cancel classes, cancel Series (even recently) and not be as prepared and organized as I normally like to be. It’s affected everything. Thank you to everyone that’s stuck with me... now that I’m on the path to recovery, I am fully confident that 2020 is going to be THE YEAR. BIRTHFIT Milwaukee will be in full swing. So excited to feel like myself again. I’ll be sharing lots more about my journey over the past year, what CIRS is, and what I’ll be doing for healing over on my personal page so follow me there if you’re interested in learning more!
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So much of social media is all smiles and perfection. For me, over the past year+ this is what I’ve *really* looked like on many days. Totally confused and unsure as to why, but feeling like absolute crap, and only getting incrementally worse. Starting out as anxiety and mild depression (something new for me), I chalked it up to postpartum. Then into full blown fatigue, which got worse and worse, chalked up to a baby that didn’t sleep. Debilitating brain fog - like, some days I would simply forget things, all the way to being completely unable to think cohesive thoughts and perform normal tasks (hello, dropping balls left and right). Then enter the sicknesses - alllllll winter and into spring. Irritability, low libido, unexplainable weight gain, headaches and skin issues were all happening, and I knew my hormones were totally off. Then, the scary dizzy spells and nausea started this summer. That was finally enough... I needed to finally get this taken care of. Thinking it was HPA Axis dysfunction & thyroid issue, I found a functional med MD that specializes in hormones. Little did I know, he also specialized in CIRS - Chronic Inflammatory Response Syndrome - which typically results from Lymes and/or toxic mold. Since almost 10 years of my career was spent as an environmental & wetland scientist, when he mentioned exploring this, I immediately thought Lymes was a pretty distinct possibility. I was constantly trapping around outdoors through tall grass, forests and wetlands. So we got my bl