10/12/2025
This is what abundance feels like to me ✨
This weekend, in the middle of the mountain woods of Oaxaca, Mexico,
in this adorable tiny home,
as we made love next to the fire crackling,
as we laughed and played and entertained ourselves while we were completely disconnected from any signal or WiFi,
as we navigated our way through one of the deepest conversations we’ve had so far,
as he made us oatmeal with cinnamon, bananas, and freshly cooked apples while I meditated,
as we sipped our warm tea while breathing in the fresh air in awe of the view,
as we cracked up after trying to do a mushroom journey and later realizing we took too small of a dose,
as I woke up cuddled in cozy blankets to the sound of him getting the fire going again,
as I laid in his arms with nothing to do but be…
I experienced absolute, overflowing abundance.
𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝟖𝟔,𝟒𝟎𝟎 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐝𝐚𝐲,
𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰,
𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡, 𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝.
I know with every fiber of my being that this weekend (and entire trip) is continuing to attract more abundance, love, and joy into my life beyond what I can physically see and comprehend today.
These abundant memories we made are a calibration portal for me.
I can return to them and instantly feel the abundance, joy, peace, and gratitude that I felt in my body then, right now.
Tears well up in my eyes just typing these words as I relive it.
The best part is… it was so simple.
We didn’t have much… no internet, no other friends, an empty fridge…
we could have chosen to experience lack, but we didn’t.
We had more than we could ever need!
We were completely, totally, wildly abundant.
More than enough.
Overflowing.
This is what abundance feels like to me ✨
xx Alesha
❤️🔥
(Written October 2021)
