07/06/2022
*Sacred Girl Summer*
Good Morning World!
I've been in such deep thought this morning. Prayer and meditation always serves me grandly.
Over the past month or so, I have been sharing with my friends how I have been feeling and where I am in my relationships with them, others and mainly the relationship with myself. I've gone so far as to tell some that I no longer want the responsibility of being their friend right now because truth is, it's to much.
Why would I say that? Especially when the world has been in constant chaos and discord. Especially when a friend is what we need most right now - so they say. Have we even figured out who "they" were anyway? Back to the point...
Things are to much for my hypersensitive soul right now. Not because anything is so wrong but because it's so right. Right for me.
I realize that I am evolving by leaps and bounds - so fast that I can't keep up with myself, much less my friends. Even though I love and need my friends and my friends love and need me, I need me most right now and truth be told, you need you most too.
We've been through a lot personally - when you factor in what we are still going through globally, it is no wonder we haven't all gone crazy.
If we could just be honest about where we are in our life and in our relationships, it would truly serve us. I know that some were surprised when they heard me tell them that I needed to basically break up. It was tough to say as well but it is authenticity in it's rawest form.
I am exhausted.
I love people, I love life, I love it all but I have a major assignment in this world that takes a lot out of me. The assignment is becoming greater as I type, and my soul needs to better prepare.
That looks like me becoming my own sacred space right now. Not giving so much, not taking in so much, not doing so much. That looks like simply being - being one with myself, my creator and the creation. That looks like me drowning out the noise and relieving all pressure to perform for an extended period of time. I just need the gift of me as this new woman continues to emerge.
It isn't personal toward my friends, it's personal for me.
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