Nicollette Renee's Daily 'Word Vomit'

I thought this year may be different from the last but so far that is not the case. I am trying to keep my head above water and to keep myself happy. But, I am not sure that is really what is going on.... I think that my feelings and emotions have led me to where I am today. I keep letting things dictate my feelings and trying to keep a particular someone in my life while trying to figure out how to keep from being pushed out of my children's lives. I am torn on what to do and the thought of anything hurts. I feel like no matter what I do, I lose. I need to change my mind set but I am not sure how to do that when every time I think things are going alright, I get kicked and pushed toward the ground again.
My heart and soul are sad and I am emotionally exhausted.

I've been forcing myself to ignore the pain for so long that i have literally breeding numb to it. So, I've come to realize that giving up on something that I wanted so will see my heart and my mind free. I’d rather Keep walking Alone, than with someone who only lies to me, disrespects, and purposely hurts me. I know my worth and truly love who I am today... Cab you say the same? I gave my all to you and truly cared for you, but I never meant as much to you! I know I've said "I'm Done" before but facts of truth changed it all so I took me and my heart and walked it the door. The truth is the only thing I asked you for but you only told me lie after lie. The facts told me that I was right. You were so heartless and cold that i no longer have nice words for you. This time i am absolutely through with you and will move on and do great things without you.. I hope you take a good long look in the mirror so you can see the dirt on your face. Maybe then you can take responsibility instead of being so fu***ng cruel. I don't hurt anymore today but it shouldn't have ended this way. This time I truly mean Goodbye. 

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