07/10/2022
For sure I am not only one like this:
That’s what Ukrainians feel every eve:
Lying in the bed before falling asleep we all have so odd thoughts… 💭 will this thick blanket protect me just in case the missile ends up in my house? Of course no! What about the pillow? Maybe at least my head won’t be so much disfigured and my relatives will recognise me as I have no any tattoos… well, if the rocket will fly from the North than this wardrobe may fall exactly on me… well I need to move closer to the opposite wall… or maybe should I take the blanket and go to the corridor at least to stay behind 2 walls? My train of thoughts is impossible to stop, I am trying to calm down myself clenching that there is no air raid siren right now and I have closed my curtains. My brain and heart believe in 🇺🇦 military but at the same time my heart wants to believe that thick curtains will protect me from splinters…Naiive? You know, Ukrainians now believe in everything that may minimise and reduce the influence of war! Then my thoughts are about people on the occupied territories, our soldiers, all our captured people and all our grief…. and this grief is common for all 40mln of Ukrainians, doesn’t matter they are in Kyiv, Lviv or Zaporizhzhia..
In about 40min after so wired thoughts Ukrainians fall asleep 😴 but then I have a dream about the nuclear holocaust in 2km away from me… how the doctors are trying to put a layer of iodine on me…
Then it is 6am and we wake up…
Well, dreams can be different but we are all sharing the same thoughts before falling asleep…
So, how is it to be Ukrainians? Would you dare to try? Can you imagine having such thoughts every day?
And after all, some people allow themselves comments about “ tolerating russians” “russian peace” and other blah - blah. russian peace doesn’t exists - I will reveal the secret for you ‼️That’s just a deliberate contradiction!
Fatal birthday, putin, hope it’s the last one… and all our weird thoughts will vanish with your death!
Amen 🙏
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Слава ЗСУ💙💛
Смерть ворогам 💙💛