15/04/2024
SOME THOUGHTS ON SPONTANEITY
After graduating from the Royal Military Academy, Sandhurst, I could not have envisioned what life held in store. An academic life? A poet? A qualified coach? A University lecturer? Certainly not unjust imprisonment. But I was happy to go along with whatever life presented. Later I learned that acting with spontaneity might mean doing something without thinking it through beforehand. This is not the favorite model of good planners. But some philosophers believe that genuine novelty can occur in a world of blind, contingent, mechanical forces. For example, cosmic rays spontaneously scramble the atoms in a DNA molecule and send things off in the direction of the bougainvillea, the orchids or the anthropoids. “The orchids, when their time comes, are no less marvelous for the sheer contingency of this necessary condition of their existence.” So too for us humans: cosmic rays are scrambling the fine structure of some crucial neurons in our brains all the time. How else do we account for a Winsford Devine, Mozart or Vincent van Gogh? Surely not by planning, because no matter how carefully a project is planned, something may still go wrong with it. The poet Robert Burns believed that the best laid plans of mice and men go awry. What is laid down, ordered, factual is never enough to embrace the whole truth: life always spills over the rim of every cup. And it is way over the rim that spontaneity emerges.
I discovered that to remain open to spontaneity is to deem luck as worthy of determining your fate. In one sense, you pave the way for spontaneity and its various incantations, i.e., luck, coincidence, fluke, windfall, opportunity, blessing, luckiness, and chance. We must follow Freud and deem chance as worthy of determining our fate.
My health coach, Nazeer Sultan, reminds me to remain curious, bending with the creative arc of the Universe toward surprises. This may be the way evolution reminds us of our own foibles, gently tugging us back to laughter, the one remaining effective weapon in our arsenal of survival responses. Mark Twain believed that the human race has one really effective weapon, and that is laughter.
Can you see that all life is a process of creation, destruction, and re-creation? You and I, while mere participants in this relentless march of inevitability, can learn much about spontaneity from such a natural model. Spontaneously.
Rather, in that phenomenal moment, we are dancing in heightened individual consciousness with the blind impress of life. In this dance, we can waltz between domains of empowerment and the familiar fences of social constructs and cultural conduct. No divine insight will nudge us, but we will do best to adopt an attitude of plasticity and be prepared to pounce on opportunities for personal growth and change.
Constructive living is living with the willingness to take on, ahead of time, without knowing what will happen, the responsibility to see that, whatever happens turns out to be the opportunity of a lifetime. This ability to dance with what life presents puts you in the unique position of appreciating your role as the choreographer of your own life in coordination with the choreographer of all life.