29/06/2026
[English below] 這應該是設計理想人生最重要的事：知道我會做不好，但還是把它做完。I committed to go through with something that I was not good at yet.
五月時我有一場蠻重要的演講，但我一講完就覺得我有點搞砸了。
這次演講主題是結合數位遊牧與地方創生，過去兩年我對這個主題越來越有興趣，但我想分享的點很分散，一直無法聚焦，一直到演講前一天，我都還在刪投影片、演練，用盡全力後的成品還是差強人意，但我隔天還是上台把它講完了。
演講完後和我意料的一樣，就是差強人意，但出乎我意料的是，我竟然對於不完美的結果感到非常平靜，當下我想：「你真的在做很難的事情耶，你盡力了。」這應該是有生以來，我第一次如此完全地接納我自己。
結束後，有個人來找我聊聊，他興奮地跟我分享他正在做的五個ＡＰＰ。我不太清楚他為什麼找我分享這個，但我還是很好奇地聽下去。
最後，我好奇地問他：「我們要怎麼樣才能有做這些ＡＰＰ的靈感啊？」
「妳上台分享時不就已經解答這個問題了嗎？」他睜大眼睛對著我說。
我聽到超驚訝，心想什麼鬼，頓時發現當下的我蠻想遺忘我有上台分享這件事情。
「就是要有同理心啊！」他繼續說。
聽了這句話，當下的我開心地大笑！
他竟然記得我整個分享裡，我自己最喜歡的那一頁。我要嫁給他嗎？🤣
我的分享也沒那麼糟嘛！況且，也是因為真的有分享完，才有機會聽到身邊的人給我改進方向的建議。
有開始之後，就只有更好了！
In May, I struggled a lot with preparing for a talk on digital nomadism and regional revitalization, a topic that I've developed much passion for in the last 2 years but haven't had a clear direction of where I want to go with it. My ideas were all over the place.
I gave the talk and it didn't go well, as I expected. What I didn't expect was that I felt surprisingly calm about not doing better. I remember thinking "Wow, Mei, you must really be learning something new. You already tried your best." That might be the first time I completely accepted myself in my life.
After the talk, someone came to talk to me about the five different apps he was building at the same time. I didn't know what the connection was between his apps and my talk. I listened patiently because I was curious where this would lead to.
At some point, I asked him, "What can help us see more good ideas for building an app?"
"You already answered that question in your presentation!" He responded immediately, looking at me with his eyes wide open.
Huh? I noticed I was trying not to remember that I just did the talk.
"It's empathy!" He exclaimed.
Oh wow, he heard the page I liked the most out of 56 pages. Did I find my soulmate? 🤣 Maybe my presentation didn't go as badly as I thought.
Also, because I went through with it, I got lots of good advice on how I could make it better.
It can only get better from here!
#自我成長
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