02/12/2023
to last weekend when Mel graduated from her Sparkle Sunday Sch to Shine, went for an Art trial and did her Trinity college group drama performance at JG as her class term finale.
It was an action packed weekend for all of us as usual.
As a cross-border business owner, a mentor, a visionary, an integrator, a mother, a wife, a daughter..., all these identities become so so so overwhelming.
I want to drop some roles...
I want to drop my responsibility as a business owner...
But I already "wash my head inside the water" and it's impossible for me to leave my men behind.
For all my life as a business owner, I started out always holding on to ONE THING.
I am here to touch lives for whoever come my path. I always believe in value-adding to my comrades, treat them as real person, not commodity and wanting them to find value working in my company, walking out w confidence and satisfaction...
I can talk the stories over and over again and I believe many business owners are jaded at some point, lost direction at some point, don't know what they are truly fighting for at some point.
But one thing for sure...
There is ONE IDENTITY that I could hang on that would give me peace and give me strength.
I'm a Child of God!
He will neither leave me (and my family) nor forsake me!
I am so precious in His sight that He knows how many hairs is on my kepala!
He is the Light and the Way.
Not until He approve, I shall not give up.
He will give me wisdom and strength as I seek.
Wanna record this thought on FB at this juncture of life, at this cross road like a typical mid-life crisis and yet knowing God will bring me through it all... ๐๐๐