10/08/2019
It was the most liberating thing, deciding to let things just be as they are. Driving off, leaving things behind. The clarity that appeared the second I decided to stop trying to change yesterday. I can’t save situations that are already broken. I can’t unsay things or unmeet people. I saw that my only choice is to either unwillingly move forward with anger and regrets about the past, or simply accept how things unfolded, let them go, completely, and move forward with no grudges.
This relationship didn’t work out... I will spend no more time wondering what I could have done differently and instead accept an ending, and just let it be. This plan did not go accordingly ... I won’t waste another second feeling low because I failed. I will leave it here, completely, and instead look forward to a new plan.
From now on, I will get so consumed in my future that I won’t have any time to feel sad about the past. I will feel so excited about the clear path in front of me, that I won’t have any space left to feel devastated about yesterday.
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Don’t bring heavy regrets with you as you journey forward. Forgive people and let them be. Forgive places and simply leave. Free yourself, let things go. Imagine a future where you hold no grudges towards anyone. You’re not angry at past lovers, not bitter about failures, not disappointed in your parents. You forgive, send love and move on. You’re free.
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It is the most liberating thing, to just let things be as they are.