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Ballpen .
Congratulation
Sa mga mag gragraduate Lalo na. Ikaw
ATE NAKASTRIFE NA YELLOW SANA YUNG BALLPEN KO PAKIINGATAN BUSINESS SIYA AT SAKA NAPILITAN TULOY AKO MAGPAHIRAM SA IYO NG BALLPEN KAHIT HINDI SA AKIN ANG GANDA MO PO KASI THANK YOU PO... NA LAB AT FIRST SIGHT AKO SA IYO 😍😘
SANA MAKILALA KITA.

AV.

Bibi

Part 1 ng story natin 2019 mid of the year nagsimula tayong mag on. walang problema everything na nangyayari ang smooth. Hindi man madalas magkausap dahil busy sa kanya kanyang trabaho walang nagbabago sa atin. Nauunawaan dahil priority first tayo. Pero bilib ako sa iyo dahil Family first ka. Ayun yung nagustuhan ko sa iyo. At marami pang iba kung bakit ikaw ang gusto ko tulad ng kinantahan mo ako ng mga gusto mong awitin.. tulad ng Nobody Knows tapos sinearch ko lyrics nagustuhan ko na rin. Magaling ka rin magbiro, palagi mo akong napapasaya. Natutuwa ako kapag nakakausap kita kahit minsan lang. Napalagay ang loob ko sa iyo. Habang lumilipas ang buwan nahulog na yung puso ko sa iyo. Subalit napangunahan ako ng takot. Kaya walang pasabi na lumayo ako at binigay ang huling mensahe sa chat bago matapos ang taon ng 2019.

Part 2 bandang august ngayong taon inapproach kita ng simpleng "Hi" at mukhang di mo na ko maalala (demonyo ka, biro lang) ayun pinaalala ko sa iyo. Tapos naalala mo ako dahil kinuwento ko sa iyo at nagback read ka rin nakita mo past convo natin. Malinaw na ulit na bumalik ako sa iyo dahil gusto kita. Gusto kita dahil marami akong nakita sa iyo na wala sa iba. Minsan lang ako magkagusto kaya solid 'to. Bumalik ang sweet conversation natin update update, masaya na tayo doon. Bago matulog at paggising yun lang yung time na makakaupdate tayo. Grabe sobrang busy mo talaga. Kung dati busy ka lang, parang times 2 ngayong taon ng 2020 yung busy mo. Marami kang pangarap para sa mga kapatid mo at para sa sarili mo kaya hanga ako sa iyo. Palagi ko tinatatak sa isip ko na hindi ko iiwan ang taong ito. At gagawin ko rin yung part ko para maging successful din katulad mo. Sa ngayon, palagi kang humihingi ng pasensya dahil nawawalan ka ng time sa akin. Tanggap ko yun dahil inuuna mo prio mo. Hindi ka lumalayo dahil ayaw mo at hindi ka sanay na hindi ako kausap pero kung yun ang kailangan ng panahon magtitiis ako. Magtitiis tayo mahal hanggang sa magkaroon ng oras para sa atin.

Hoping for a better days to both of us.

Antukin
Institute of Education

Hi graduate ako sa cdm year 2019 lastyear lang haha. gusto ko lang humingi ng payo sana mapost po ito. Ewan ko pero 1yr and 3months na simula ng iwan niya ako pero mapasa hanggang ngayon OK LANG AKO i mean SANAY NA AKO SA LUNGKOT umiiyak pa din paminsan minsan hindi ko alam eh mahal kopa oo mahal kopa siguro yun siguro nga nagpaka busy ako nilibang ko sarili ko nagkaron ako ng maraming friends pero hindi pa din sapat may nanligaw pero wala e siya pa din alam niyo naguguluhan ako hindi ako makaahon akala ng lahat akala ng kaibigan magulang kaklase ko OK NA KO Pero sa totoo lang sinasarili ko nalang eh yun nalang din yung gusto ko ip**ita sa kanila na ok na ako na masaya na ako lagi ako umiiyak kay lord na sana mapagod nako na sana matapos na to na sana mawala na tong sakit na nararamdaman ko lagi kong pinagdarasal na mag heal nako kasi pagod na pagod nako pagod nako sa sakit gusto kona sya makalimutan pero bakit ang tagal bakit ang tagal tagal naiiyak ako piling ko manhid na ko hanggang ngayon admin binubuo kopa din sarili ko nag eenjoy ako sa lahat ng bagay pero twing gabi at mag isa sa kwarto bigla nalang ako umiiyak hehehe sana makaya ko to sa susunod pang buwan at taon sana hindi na kita mahal.

BSIT. ANGEL

Gilew haha

Kumusta mahal? Medyo maaga pa para kamustahin ka, kasi 8days pa lang ang nakakalipas simula nung binitawan mo yung kamay ko. Huling yakap na pala yon sana tinagalan ko na, huling titig ko na pala sayo yon, huling hawak ng kamay, huling silay sa mga ngiti mo, huling tawa, huling araw.. hindi pa naman huli eh. Mahal, hinihintay pa din kita. Bakit iniwan mo ko dito 🥺 Bakit ka bumalik sa dilim kung saan nakabangon ka na.. mahal mo ko, pero mas mahal mo siya. Alam ko na mas marami na kayong napagsamahan, pero ako na yung nandito eh.. sana ako yung nakita mo.

Hindi ako galit sayo, pinapatawad na kita. Miss na miss na kita mahal. Dito pa din ako, kung saan mo ako iniwan.. balik ka na.

-Gilew
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LOVE

Hi kamusta kana? I know youre doing fine. As always, napakapure mong tao,
masayahin and walang iniisip.
Its been a year, or mahigit na tayong hiwalay.
Napakamalihim mo, ganun ka kagaling maghandle ng inner thoughts mo.
Sa sobrang galing mo hindi nagsink in sakin yung mga reasons mo bakit tayo
nawala, bakit di tayo nagwork. Siguro nga masyado akong unprofessional, masyado akong
sabe mo nga "gangster" its really me. Ako naman talaga may kasalanan ng lahat.
At hanggang ngayon dala dala ko yun. Lahat ng mga salita na binitiwan mo sakin
dala dala ko. I just cant help it. Mahal na mahal parin kita. Dumating pa sa point
na ngamamakaawa akong maging okay na tayo. I just cant stop loving you :(
laman ka parin ng kantyaw ng mga tropa sa inuman, laman ka parin ng gallery ko
nagaabang parin ako sa mga mydays mo, nakasave parin dito mga voice message mo na
kumakanta ka, nandito parin screenshots ng mga vc natin. Kasi dati inaabot tayo ng
ilang oras sa video call :( tangina naman. Bat kasi ganun :( naghiwalay tayo dahil sa
pagiging immature ko. Siguro nga di lang natin deserve isat-isa, kung maibabalik ko
lang yung dati. If I could leapt through time, I'll make sure na okay na tayo, na tayo parin
siguro hanggang ngayon. Tangina! Hindi lang spaghetti ipagluluto ko sayo I will try everything!
Kahit di naman talaga ko marunong magluto. Miss na miss na kita :(

Your Mcdo Buddy,
Alumnus 2018
IO*

Greatest Love
These past few days madalas kitang maalala, lalo na kapag nag-ooverthink ako. Kapag iniisip ko kung kaya ko pa bang magmahal at magtiwala ulit, kasi paulit-ulit na lang. 🙃 May mag-aapproach sa'kin, kikilalanin ko, maattach ako tapos eventually iiwan din ako. Everytime na mag-ooverthink ako, ikaw lagi yung pumapasok sa isip ko kasi ikaw lang yung tumagal sa'kin - na sana ikaw nalang ulit kasi sobrang komportable ko sa'yo. Kaso hindi na p'wede. I just want to say na masaya ako sa mga naachieve mo ngayon at maaachieve pa sa mga susunod na taon. Masaya ako para sa'yo, kahit hindi na ako. Sana siya na talaga yung para sa'yo. 🤗 Tinatanggap ko na ngayon na tapos na yung k'wento na'tin, na isa tayo sa mga patunay na PINAGTAGPO LANG TAYO, PERO HINDI ITINADHANA. 🙂
Boss 201*
IO*

TITLE : TIME FLIES SO FAST

HI JUDY ANN JADULAN,

KAMUSTA KANA ? ANG BILIS NG PANAHON
WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU ON THE REGISTRAR'S OFFICE SOBRANG BUSY MO
DAYS ARE PASSING BY DURING OUR COLLEGE DAYS NAGUSTUHAN NA TALAGA KITA. WHY ? KASI NAPAKA-DEDICATED MO SA WORK AND STUDY THAT'S ONE OF THE REASON KAYA KITA NAGUSTUHAN. KAYA NAPAPADALAS DIN ANG PAG TAMBAY KO SA LABAS NG REGISTRAR HAHA LOL.

BUT WHO AM I ?
HINDI NAMAN AKO TORPE
HINDI RIN MAHIYAIN

MONTHS ARE PASSING BY NABALITAAN KO NALANG NA IN RELATIONSHIP KANA PALA

I FELT SAD

LILIGAWAN SANA KITA NOON BUT WHO AM I ?
DURING THOSE DAYS, I AM NOT THE BEST VERSION OF MYSELF

BUT THEN I REALIZE I HAVE TO MOVED ON.
NAGING ISA KA SA MGA INSPIRATION KO UNTIL I GRADUATED AND WORK FROM SMALL TO LARGE COMPANY.

NOW I'M WORKING IN BIG CORPORATE COMPANY AS AN IT SPECIALIST.

THANKS JUDY FOR BEING MY INSPIRATION
I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOUR RELATIONSHIP
WISHING YOU NOTHING BUT THE BEST

AND FOR THOSE STUDENT'S NOW THAT ARE STRUGGLING IN STUDY

NEVER GIVE UP ON REACHING YOUR DREAMS
NEVER GIVE UP ON BECOMING THE BEST VERSION OF YOURSELF

- IT SPECIALIST

*READ AT YOUR OWN LEISURE*

-AN OPEN LETTER TO THE BEST PERSON I EVER HAD-

I will just share my non-tolerable experience.
And to let you know, I am not a student of this University– no longer one.
I've had a relationship that was good for close but not quite 2 years. Let us say, one and a half.
I do not know what went wrong but I have to be honest that IT WAS my decision, and somehow, my fault.

All started with social media until we lowkey dated each other. After 4months of dating, we've decided to make our relationship official. Mind you, this is not your typical love story. Eveything is discreet. Complex. Complicated. No one knows at first. We have our eyes with each other but we have to make sure that there are no eyes on us. The world was insane. Hell y'all, this is pure love. We are not committing a crime. Again, this is not your typical love story.

Months passed by, we got used with everyone and everything like, 'love, we are now here, and there is no escape with this', and I know for sure that no one from us wants to escape either.
So, we just let things fall on their own; if it's in our favor, we'd be grateful, if not, then let it be.
Until it came to a point that we were able to meet each other's family. Though, it was a rough phase but WE.WERE.ABLE.
I told you, this is not your typical love story.

The common cliché is that, like yours and everyone's story, there's an ups and downs.

There are some wants assurance, effort. Some are care, others are stability. I know some wants time, trust. How about affection and care? And of course, let us include maturity.

But there is also someone who wants to have it all and I'd be honest that I'm guilty about that.
The person that pertaining this letter was able to provide almost all of them.

It will just comes to a point that we need deeper mindset. First and foremost, our world is not moving in reverse– if you'll get my point.
Ok, listen, this is how you feel. I got it. But, acting like this would help? Do you think it would help? Does it add up? It would just add fire in the flame.
If there is anything wrong with the relationship, we let each other know. We do not escape, remember? None of us wants either.

So, yes.
I asked for more than what this person could give.
I expect that this person could reach and meet the level of mindset I set.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not passing the ball to anyone. I'm owning up all the mistakes.
Yes, maybe, I asked too much.

With this roller coaster life of ours, with the non-stop recurring issue we have had and shared , I got tired. For almost couple of years, I gave up.
Of course, no.
Nothing was easy.
We deeply know each other.
So, no. It's not that easy to let the person you used to live with for almost two years go.
But it is even harder to see if that person is not growing at all.
So me, firmly believe, that we have to be utterly alone so we would know how to balance our life and could be able to stand in our own.
And there, we split.

-
After months of not being together, I met someone at work who were very distinct. This person introduced me to totally different world. Science. Fiction. Universe. Animals. History. Aliens.
Name everything unusual, this person surely nailed it. So, it caught my attention. I got curious. Plus the fact that efforts, time, care, stability, maturity were given. Can't deny. We gradually make time to know more each other.
Invested my time.
Only then I find out that this person was totally different. Literally different. That this, all this, will bring no good to me.
That everything was in the part of getting my attention.
The acts and all that were being shown is just a sugarcoat of an unstoppable lies.
In summary, the whole experience was horrible.
A Crazy-Obsessed-Psychotic-Paranoid-Suicidal-Atheist-Problematic human.
I got hurt mentally, emotionally.
I was once spiritually shaken, and physically?!?!??? Hm..
Being with that person was a nightmare.
A class worth skipping.
Could you imagine someone would tell you that he/she will take his/her own life?
Because I, can't even.
But I, have experienced.
People, triggering someone's trauma is not a fu***ng joke.
You. Don't. Do. That. To. Anyone. Ever!!!!!
Surely hell won't even accept you for that.

And, what made it even horrible is when I did find out that I'm not the only one.
Like seriously? You introduced yourself as this. That you were a product of a broken family and you are living and striving for your own. That your Papa is in QC living with his new family so does your Mom in different country with her own family as well. You told me that you were given a house by your Mom in Bulacan and you are the only one who's there eversince your Lolo died.
You introduced yourself as broken in life as it is, and I fixed you though you are psychotic-paranoid that is hard to be with. I fixed you.
Then, what? Someone will chat me one day that you have family waiting for you. That your kids are missing you? Yes, you read it right, kids. F**k, ain't it? And if I would not stop talking to you, I might get harassed and disgusted.
Like seriously??? Do I know it? Was I informed???
Hell no.
You introduced yourself to me the way how you introduced it to anyone, even to your friends.
I am not the only one who were being lied. All of us.
Yes, I have to admit that I got attached BUT that person is nothing but a bu****it crap.
Of all person, I am the lucky one chosen to be in this? Ain't deserve this situation.

So,
I got lost.
Not because I am broken; and I did not even think that I am one, to be honest.
It's just that, I questioned Universe on why do I need to be in the situation that I really deterring to.
People know how determined I am to build a good, nothing but a good-formal reputation.
Did not even letting myself to view in a perspective that someone would estimate my worth, my existence, my value. I set boundaries. I leave if necessary. I'm not everyone's girl. I am a woman of substance.
So, how would it be possible that I got into that situation without me knowing, without any instincts. I can't imagine that I am stepping someone's toes, specially, those kids that aren't supposed to get involved because of stupidity. How!!!!

I got literally lost.
I questioned myself.
I got dismayed, dysfunction, disheartened, demotivated.
I'm outta' focus.
I left my job.
I am not doing any good.
I am 2 months jobless.
I feel so useless.
It came to a point that I have nothing but myself.
Do not have savings either.
Anorexia kills me.
Depression bothers me.
I cried every night.
I ran to God.
Ask for forgiveness. Ask for answer. Ask for enlightenment but seems no response.
I set job application appointment, I would go there but would not enter the room. I feel intoxicated.
And everytime I will take application seriously, I would get hired. I'm signing contracts but would not show off on my first day.
I do not even know what am I doing.

-
So there, that is my wonderful experience.
And why do I do this?
Because I wanted to share with you all and to let the person that I once loved know what happened. Please young 'uns, it took me so much me to do this. I am not an open media. So, please kids, get a lesson in it.

And for you,
I actually wrote this long time ago, I just don't have the courage to post and to tell you this. Because I know, deep in my heart, that it was my fault. You are not responsible for this. You've done your part. We might not have a proper closure, but I want to tell you that I loved you. I really did. You are one of the precious things I lost because of my impulsive decision. No, I am not regretting for I know that you are happy now so am I, maybe not in love life, but with my own life.
Hey, you made my life wonderful in 2 years.
Best moments of my life are definitely with you.
And, I really am sorry.
I know what you have been through.
Sorry if we had fights because I keep making you different and setting your mindset the way I set mine. I shouldn't have done that.
Take a good care of yourself and your relationship now. I hope you continue growing, it looks good on you, tbh.
We may have different paths now, but I am still here whenever you need me.
Do not take away the good in you.
May God bless you and your family.
I won't forget how they were good to me as well.
You take care, pls.
Again, sorry... And thank you for all.

And to those who read this open letter up to this part, thanks as well. I hope you find a lesson. You may say and comment whatever you want, not a problem.. I would accept whatever you guys thows at me. I did admit everything in the first place. The karma hit me hard literally, I know... But I paid for it, and is still paying as long as I haven't received the forgiveness I am asking for yet.

And no worry peeps, I cut the person who fooled me off out of my life right away. Nothing is much important than peace of mind. And of course, no woman deserves to be on that situation. Do not let you to be one, please.

And to let you know, I also have my stable life and career now. I am living independently. I am now funding my own. I am growing and will never stop learning.
It is not true that God has no response. We just really have to be utterly alone so we would know how to balance our life and could be able to stand in our own. Thank God, I am somehow right here.

People, hardships are inevitable.
But like what I'm advising to some,
We have to remember that we are the captain of our own ship and we can manipulate the trip.
You controls sitiation. Situation don't control you.

Again, thank you for reading.
And you all have a good one!

Cdmians☺️

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