04/06/2026
FEATURE| From watching the stage to owning it
"Noong baccalaureate, nakaupo lang kami ni mama tapos pumapalakpak sa mga may Latin honors na umaakyat sa stage habang sinasabitan ng medals. Medyo disappointed ako sa sarili ko, at the same time, nanghihinayang ako."
This is how Paul Kennedy F. Fajel started his story. Raw. Honest. Just the truth, the truth where it all started.
Paul lives in Pangulo, Calatrava, Romblon. He is a son of Berlito F. Fajel Jr. and Rosalie F. Fajel. He graduated from Romblon State University - Main Campus with a degree in Bachelor of Science in Secondary Education, Major in Science. And now, Top 5 in March 2026 Licensure Examination for Teachers. But before everything, he was once a student who always said, "pwede na 'to."
He is not the type of student everyone expected to reach this point. He personally admitted that he is just an average student, graduated without Latin honor nor distinction, and with little achievements. He didn't want stress, he didn't want to push himself beyond his limits. Before, he believed that "pwede na 'to" was enough.
Graduation came. No Latin honor. No distinction. He sat beside his mother during baccalaureate, clapping for those who received medals, and with every clap, a thought settled in him. "Ang sarap pala sa feeling na maiakyat mo ang parents mo sa stage tapos maramdaman nila yung bunga ng kanilang sakripisyo," he said. "Kaso wala, 'di ako naka-abot." His mother told him that it was okay, that it wasn't not that important. But inside, Paul felt differently.
That feeling stayed with him for a long time. Until one afternoon, while scrolling through TikTok, he watched a video of graduates stepping onto the stage with their parents, medals, and tears. And something he hadn't felt in a long time came back to him: hope.
"May chance pa ako na maiakyat ang parents ko sa stage. Kahit impossible, nag-set ako ng goal na makasama sa topnotchers."
He started reviewing in September. The setup was online, personal pacing, personal strategy, and a deeper understanding of himself. His routine was simple: 2 hours review in the morning, 2 hours in the afternoon, and in the evening, online classes. Sunday was his rest day. He slept enough. He used Artificial Intelligence tools to generate practice exams and to break down complicated concepts he couldn't fully understand. He used Quizlet for flashcards. Active recall, spaced repetition, and the Feynman technique, were his study techniques. He focused on topics aligned with the Table of Specifications (TOS). "Study smart, not hard."
He reviewed alone in their other house. "First time ko ring umiyak dahil sa review journey ko," he admitted. "Naranasan ko yung lungkot, pressure, pagod, stress, at overthinking." He was uncertain. He was not sure if he was doing the right thing. He kept asking himself if his efforts were enough. All those questions had only one answer, God. "Everytime na nanghihina ako, si Lord talaga yung nagpapalakas sa akin."
Then came the examination day.
He didn't get enough sleep the night before the exam. He felt uncomfortable in the hotel. His back had also been aching, something he had endured throughout his review from sitting for long hours. He sat down to answer his board exam tired, in pain, and full of doubt. He kept squirming in his chair, finding a comfortable position. Every 10 to 15 items, he would stand, stretch, pray, and sit back down. During the Professional Education subject, his mind went blank. Suddenly, everything he had studied felt like it had vanished. There were items he skipped. Fortunately, there was still time to go back and answer them.
"Gusto ko nalang tapusin ang exam kahit 'di na ganun kataas makuha ko," he said. But something kept pulling him back, the thought of not wanting to fail. The time he gave. The exhaustion he carried. The tears he shed. He had given so much for this. And thinking of his parents, failing was simply not an option.
He finished the exam. He walked out with uncertainty. When the results came out, he saw his name. Top 5.
"Speechless ako. Ayaw mag-sink in sa'kin na nakapasok ako sa top." He didn't just pass the board exam. He didn't just add three letters, LPT, to his name. He hit the top.
Once the student who simply sat beside his mother, watching others receive their medals, he is now one of the country's Top 5. A dream that once seemed impossible was no longer a dream.
"Na-realize ko na may mga bagay minsan na hindi ibinibigay agad sa'yo kasi may mas malaking plano pala para sa'yo," Paul said.
And to those who are nearly at the edge of giving up, to those who silently studying alone in the dark, to those who graduated without medals but carry a heart that desires something greater,
"Hindi mo kailangan maging pinaka-matalino para magtagumpay. Kailangan willing ka lang matuto, mag-effort, at bumangon kahit mahirap. Do your best, and God will do the rest."
This is not just advice. For Paul, this is his story, his journey over those months of struggle and faith. And now, this is his testimony.
// written by Rhea Lee B. Gado
// pubmat by Janellie Muyo