Junior Elementary Educators Guild - JEEG

since 2016
Part II

Evaluation is upcoming sa amun school. Since we are the graduating we are the one who's in charge to the beautification of our school. One of my barkada wondered why boy is always going home late it is odd to us because he always go home early together with his barkada. I admit that my feeling wasn't gone i still have a crush on him and i still love him. I have a phone that time keypad pa ni siya. Since we graduated our section plan to have an outing 🥰 tanan sanda wara load ako lang kay man si manang gina loadan nako para katawag ako kana sa manila that time. Then mami told me B may load kaw diba tawge bala si boy. Hambal ko wara ako t number ni boy. Then she gave me the number. Hambal ko sa isip ko hala fist call namun ja 😂😂🥰gina kilig ang ting**l ni maninay😂😂. To make it short naman an namun nga ga hulat kami sa wara kay man nauna pa sanda gale sa venue. Sa beach natingala ako nga si boy wara ga halin sa ingud ko he told me that ramig If I would allow him to barrow my tuwalya ,so I gave it to him. Since it is a beach outing he told me " bugu² suot mo ba may cycling ka?" nga ga sampok ang kiray so ako nagsabat malang nga wara bay e lang marigos malang. Then naghagaday inum kami man eh nga mag classmates alamgan kamo😂. When Akun na turn ang shot na shock pati imaw namun sa table kay gin inum na. Then he said d kaw pwede diba? ga sakit dughan mo diba? I was stunned then they all said in chorus ayiieeeeee may hindi ba kami nalalaman? I just smile then I know eh nga ga blush ako. Nauna kami uli kay hapon na. ginhatud naman ako sa karsada Kag ang barkada ko nga laki nga may motor naghatud. He said sa barkada ko halungan mo ha 😍😍😍 abaw ang irat nakilig ang gaga😍🥰😂😂.

Move forward continues ang amun nga communication kag we have already enrolled in ISAT-U Miagao. Ja rn kara. Hambal ni tatay nene sa kolehiyo duru panulay nga masugata mo, may sarig ako kanimo pero tandaan mo ang handom mo🥰. Nalipat ako pinakilala ko tanna kay tatay habang gapangaluyag palang dangat kang na migo ko rn tana. man n nyu kung ako ang nami kay manbatun tana ni tatay kag daw bata pa tanan ni father kung ituring kesa sa akun 😔, pay sige lang.

First year college kami isa na ka classmate nga baye ibid² gd kana kundi nagugut ako nauna ako uli ah. Then he said pinayungan nalang kay ga uran . So required gale magkapot sa hawak ka Sara habang napayungan? then nag ok man kami. what i am thankful is he never cheated on me, he never entertained any girl. He focused all his time to me. Hambal ka mga barkada ko swerte kaw no. ka buot² ka migo mo maintindihun pa , legal pa kamo both sides.

Now our relationship will celebrate 4th year anniversary this July. Wara ako t story nga away kag struggle kay wara ko man ra na agyan sa tinuig nga naging kami. Today we focused in our Ojt para dungan ka graduate.

God has a perfect timing why? because he will give you the right person and there I know that waiting for him is worth it. his love for me from the start is the same until now. I love him so much🥰🥰. Siguru amo ja gintao kanakun ka ginoo nga tawo kay man hambal ni nanay kung sin o ang una mo nga ma migo ne tana rn ang last mo. Love moves in mysterious way gdman. I know that you will read this boy I want you to know that I love you so much😘😘😘. I am proud of you no matter what. I miss you and take care always 😘

Your's Truly
B

Bagangan

Kay ganda ng ngiti noong umpisa
ningning sa mga matay hindi mabura
Araw na naging isa ang ikaw at ako
Bumubuo ng mga tagpo sa ating palasyo

Araw, buwan at taon ang lumipas
Pagibig ay wari'y hindi kumukupas
Ikaw ang naging pahinga at lakas
sa puno ko'y ikaw rn ang unang lalagas

Ngiti ay napalitan ng mahinahon na pisngi
Ningning sa mga mata'y siya ring napawi
Walang lakas ng loob upang magtanong
Ano ang nagbago sa paglipas ng taon?

Puno'y unti unting nawalan ng lakas
mga dahon ay patuloy na lumalagas
Pinipilit palakasin ng dilig ng tubig
Ngunit sadyang ganito ang pag ibig

Panlulumbay ko ay kaliwa't kanan
Puno ng pagibig nawawalan na ng laman
Ugat ay nanghihina athindi na makayanan
Ang tuluyang paninira ni Bagangan

Since 2016
Part I

Way back 2016 I am just an ordinary high school girl, a nobody. Since imol kami I decided to work sa isa ka family. Habang ga work ako ga skwela man ako eh baw ah. One time I had this classmate I will named him "boy" nalang. Boy is a very quite person. He just sat there on his chair. I only saw him laugh one time together with his friends. I don't know love nor crush that time. All I know is my day is incomplete if I cant saw him. Every morning I love sweeping at the "kalog" area since it is the way through our classroom 😂. To make it clear yes gusto ko jan ako gapaninlo kay man si maninay once mag agi si boy, abaw halin babaw padalum , padalum pababaw ang lantaw kay boy kag ang smile baw daw amakan ka bahul😂. Wara pa ako kamaan that time nga crush gale ra kung gusto mo tana makita . I don't have any phone that time.

I kept this secret since 2016 lucky of you ha ma man an nyu rn. But ang friend ko nga pirmi ko imaw gapaninlo sa kalog. She said that they have a relationship ni boy. So ako na sad ako eh syempre sin o hindi madismaya nga ang crush mo may miga rn kag friend mo pa , what I did to let may pain out is crushing the tae ka baka sa one namun ka subject. Move forward but luckily si amiga ko kag si boy nagbulaganay t happy happy si maninay eh😂😂. Hambal ko YES wara na⁰ tana miga. Baw si ako kay I don't know how to put any lipstick " until now" or face powder. I talk to boy , I said is it true that you and D broke up? He just look to me and then walked away. There I know nga tuod gdmna gale t wara nag sabat mum silence means yes gani. I was very happy kay la na tana miga 😂😂😂.

Year 2017 still have a crush on him and we became friends, we became close. Kay actually close man gd ako sa mga classmates namun nga laki, they even greeted me good morning and kiss me on the forehead. But then na naman, nakamiga na naman si boy then this time. ang miga niya is ang ultimate crush niya which is friend of mine also. I said why? panget ba ako?(panget gd eh) kapalitkaplit ba ako? ( anong ipalit kay wara pa ti kamo) . I tell myself that they will broke up soon sonce I know my friend, I know how long her relationship goes. I have not mistaken they broke up. He had already 2 exes while me wara pa ni isa migo.

We are in grade 11 when one of may barkada told me that I think I knew who is the boyfriend of my younger sister. Then we chismakers nga mga barkada dayun gathered eh. Then there she said that it is him, it is boy. I told myself enough, you need to stop. Enough of waiting to someone that didn't see you exist. I know it's hard. Kag budlay man gd ginhambal ko pa sa kaugalingun ko nga magbulagay man ra angud sanda months past daw d gd sanda mag bulag. So I focused on my studies.

Grade 12 na shock ko kay pinarapitan nako minangkut B " not my real name" san o ka ma migo? then I look at him with "why " sa akun utok. I replied to him when I finished my high school, he said why? I said because I made a promise before my mother died she told me that its ok to have a boyfriend but not until I finished high school. They he walked away as always. Christmas came and during that time I had already my Facebook account since I don't have a cp my classmates let me borrow their cp to have an access to Fb. There I saw I had a one message from him. " Merry Christmas B and advance Happy New Year" since i was shocked ang inug sabat ko sa isa ko ka classmate nga "ano nakaun mo" kana ko gale na type kag na send. wara pa unsent that time mga day. T kundi worried ako eh. Tapos ang barkada ko nga manang ka miga ni boy nag gather naman kami kay may i chismakers naman. There we knew that boy have been cheated on a long time during their relationship. Sus ako ang grabe ugut. Then they broke up.

What happened to us ni boy? please read the part II😘

My second Her

I was once an elementary pupil when ai first met her. She is a doctor , yes a doctor. I was once a young little one with a big dream in life. Came from a poor family I was not expecting to met her. She's so kind, we do send letters for each other starting from all our favorites down to our life stories. She's single by that time she sees me as her daughter. She help me not only in my studies but also for my family.

Fast forward Im in high school our bond still the same, sending letters as well as pictures. I am very happy when I received her letter together with their prenuptial photos of her husband. Her husband is a pilot, they were a combination of coffee and milk. Her husband accepted me in his life also, he even greeted me when my birthday comes. Then good news came she's finally pregnant , I am very happy because I will soon have a sister not by blood but by the heart. As the time passed by they have already 2 daughters and a naughty boy.

Our communication getting stronger and stronger even though in this modern time we still used in sending letters using paper. When I graduated at high school she told me that if I am willing to pursue my career in US, I was shocked because we didn't talk about it. She told me that if I want it she would like to enroll me at Mcneese State University she is willing to pay for all and I will lived together with them as my second family. When I read it I sear for that university as fast as I can and o my god it is not a joke it is a big university, the exact university Im dreaming to be enrolled.

Even though how many times she told me that offer I constantly reject it in a good way. Because first I can't leave my family here, I can't leave my father and my sisters here. She respect my decision and stay being proud of me. She's my number 2 fan in my studies.Then pandemic came still we have our communication I'm a little worried about her life since she is a doctor. She even told me that she was diagnosed with COVID-19 that time we all pray to God that she will survive and god answered our prayers.

Now I'm a graduating student. I know that she can read this since I'll also share it to her. For you mom thank you very much for all the love and support that you have given to me. I know someday we can meet each other physically. Thank you and I love you so much😘❤️.

love
Yevrah

An open letter to someone who I once have.
I have the best times with you and I treasure every memories we have been through. I'm sad because we didn't worked out the way we expected, but I'm still glad that it happened. I'm so thankful for the pain you've caused me, it made me stronger and make myself love even more.
Though we are apart, you are always in my heart, and I always pray for you. Thank you for being one of the best chapter of my story. May God bless you and good luck to your journey in life.

J.

This month is a month of FEB-IBIG, and I would like to share my love story. Sa mga LDR jan relate kamo di😅

Yes po, LDR po kami, Taga Leyte. Nagkakilala kami sa "Dating App" yes, Dating App po sa Facebook 🤣. Dati pa my Dating App na q kaso gn delete q, pag break namon ka ex q nag ubra q liwan account sa Dating App. Kag my tawo nga pirmi ga gwa nga miski ka 3 q na sya gin "Ekis". Then sa pangatlo ka beses gn add q sya kag ambot ah aq man nag first move 🤣 Yes aq nag una message saiya. Kag didtu na nag start ang chatay namon sa Facebook.

Nag abot ang time nga nag pangaluyag siya sakon, kag gina ask q self q "ready kana?" that's why nag pangayo q sign ky Lord. Hambal q ky "J" kung makakita ka butterfly 3 kabilog sa isa ka adlaw picturan mo kag send saakon. Asta nga my nakita sya pero Wala nya na picturan ky naga motor sya that time. Tapos hmbal q, untatun nlng namon. Nag hibi siya, Makita mo gd saiya nga sincere sya kag deserve nya gd palanggaun. Ti gn challenge q sya hmbal q pangita kaw upod mo ma 5man ta sa ML, best of 3. Kung mapirdi nyo kami KITA NA. Then nag G sya😅

May 5, 2022 time na sang amon 5v5, ako upod Ang pakaisa kag mga Manghud q, kag c "J" upod nya mga friends nya.
Una nga game daog sila🤣 Ka duwa nga game daog kami. Best of 3 gani last game nlng. Kag nag daog gid sila. Yes daog sila ibig sabihin. KAMI NA♥️

Hnd man formal ang courtships pero mahambal q nga sobrang deserve nya. Yes, saiya q lng na batyagan nga tratuhon sang insakto, nga mski LDR kami Wala aq ga overthink. Kag Gina pa feel sakon nga gin pangabudlayan Niya gd q. 🤣

So Yun, sa mga LDR jan, LABAN Lang💪 Budlay mag relationship sa lapit pero mas budlay kung sa layo. Gani, sa tanan nga LDR da LOVE, TRUST AND TIME HND NYO GD PAG DULAUN SA ISA KAG ISA. KY MAABOT GD ANG TIME NGA MAG PABOR ANG PANAHON, MAGKITAAY KAMO NGA DUWA. 🤗😊 STAY STRONG AND SALUDO PO AQ SAINYO. HAPPY HEARTS DAY🫡♥️♥️

The love story of "Marie & Viel"

Do you believe in saying that "If you really love that person,Learn to wait."

Way back 2019 when everything started .
Pina pa aral ako ng tita ni viel ,Yung nag papaaral sa akin ay pamangkin niya yung nanay ni viel So tita"Mel"not her real name .She decide na Sila viel ay dito na mag stay muna sa bahay total raw ay nasa ibang bansa siya para may kasama din ako,Pero that time hindi kami close he never even talk to me or bond with me kahit iisang bahay na kami We just pass each other But that time hindi ko alam na he likes me pala kaya iniiwasan niya ako at hindi kina kausap.Hangang sa dumating yung araw na sumampa siya sa barko at hindi na kami nag kita pero he add me on my other account.

Year 2020 flash back again.
17 yrs old na ako Dito ko naramdaman na nag uumpisa na siyang magparamdam nag memessage siya sa akin pero hindi ko nirereplyan Because i'm using a different account one time He message me on fb he only asked if"kamusta ako,and he greet me a happy birthday"He send that message feb 15 but i replied on his message April ,Sinabi niya sa akin na kapag naka baba na siya sa barko may sasabihin siya sa akin pero hindi ko sineryoso yung sinabi niya hinayaan ko nalang hangang sa naka uwi siya syempre iisang bahay na kami kasi dito na sila tumitira ng pamilya niya sa bahay ng nagpapa aral sa akin.
Kinausap niya ako,Pina alala niya yung mga past 2 years na kung bakit hindi niya ako kinakausap,Yung mga panay message niya year 2020 Nag start siyang mag kwento sobrang habang kwento pero konti lang ang tumatak sa isipan ko yung sinabi niyang "He likes me umpisa 2019 palang pero never niyang sinabi kasi bata pa ako ayaw niyang maka sagabal siya sa pag aaral ko he decide to wait ng one year pa so gusto niyang sabihin sa akin na gusto niya ako at willing siyang ligawan ako pero naudlot dahil sa takot niyang baka umayaw ako So he said to his self na kapag 18 na ako tsaka niya sasabihin ang lahat"He secretly waited for me for two years.

Year 2021
Inamin niya sa akin ang lahat kung saan nag simula at kung gaano niya ako ka tagal hinintay.So kinilala namin ang isa't isa sinabi niya sa akin na 18 na ako baka pwedeng bigyan ko siya ng chance na manligaw to prove himself na malinis ang konsensya niya at seryoso siya .This time sinabi ko saknya na bahala siya kung kaya niyang maghintay then go.Day by day pina pa ramdam niya sa akin na his really serious about what he say hangang sa umabot ng isang taon ang panliligaw niya sa akin even na sa barko na siya he still care and prove na kaya niyang mag hintay hangang ready na ako hindi siya puro salita lang every moment na may roon siya pinapakita niya sa akin kung gaano siya ka sincere sa nararamdaman niya sa akin Hangang sa tuloy-tuloy na kung anong meron kami.

Year 2022
Where our love story started
January 2022 bumababa siya ng barko umuwi na siya .Pero i feel his love hangang sa nag usap kami about sa mga nangyari past 3 years at sa mga araw na wala siya and take note all this time na mga nangyayari between viel and me hindi alam ng mama at papa niya .Yung nag papaaral sa akin (tita mel) lang ang nakaka alam at ang pamilya ko .Supportado naman yung tita niya (Tita Mel) na nagpapaaral sa akin dahil araw2x kinukwento ko sakanya kung anong mga nangyayari dito dahil nga wala siya dito sa ibang bansa siya nagtatrabaho Kinausap niya ako na kung talagang sincere si Viel sa akin bakit hindi ko raw subukan wala namang nangyayari basta raw unahin parin ang pag aaral .And if you all thinking na paano kami nag uusap ni viel dahil iisang bahay lang kami simple lang (kapag wala yung mama at papa niya tsaka kami nag uusap ) gusto niyang sabihin sa mga magulang niya yung tungkol sa akin yung mga panliligaw niya pero ako mismo yung umayaw kasi ayokong sabihin ng mga magulang niya na nag aaral pa ako and high standard kasi yung gusto ng mama ni viel,Gusto niya may pera din ang magiging girlfriend ng anak niya .Kaya hindi kmi close tuwing kumakain kami ng pamilya niya wala lang parang normal lang kaming dalawa .
Feb 15 2022 my 19th birthday Hindi ko nga alam na He threw a party for me inasikaso niya ang lahat sinama pa niya ako na kumuha ng cake na inorder niya para sa akin pero he still courting me hindi ko parin siya sinasagot. Hangang sa march 4 2022 sinabi niya sa akin na may pupuntahan kami so umalis kami dinala nita ako sa isang magandang lugar "Igtuble,tubungan"when we got there we talked for a little bit i asked him if he still likes me he immediately smiled and said that i love you and i will wait for you no matter when you want to answer me and i looked into his eyes and i said if i say "Yes"right now can you protect me from your family and relatives kase may kaya kayo ako simpleng buhay lang meron ako tapos pinapa aral pa ako ng tita mo.Tumingin lang siya sa akin at sinabing hinintay kita ng tatlong taon tapos hahayaan ko lang na maliitin ka ng pamilya ko ,Then i said "yes" to him.
After all those years inintindi niya ako hinintay niya ako and tinulungan niya akong e boost yung confidence ko
Sa ngayon one month left anniversary na namin and yes! LDR relationship kami nagtatrabaho siya ngayon sa barko and ako naman ang naghihintay sa kanya ngayon i want to share my long love story pa but tataposin ko na .we all experience love but I hope we prioritize education because if someone truly loves you, he is willing to wait no matter how long it takes and he is also willing to understand your decision love is not sought and is not rushed if you really love that person,Learn to wait.


Your's truly,
Marie

Loving you from a far

Loving someone is hard especially if he is loved by everyone. I love him, they love him, and he love us. I’m a nobody and he is a popular. I’m a star in his own constellation. I’m a girl in the middle of the crowd, admiring him from a far, and saying why he is the only one?

Bakit ang hirap mo mahalin? I know him when I was in my high school days. I started to follow his social media accounts I even sending messages for him although that is impossible to notice me but I still keep sending him. Ang hirap magpapansin ‘pag alam mong impossible ka din na papansinin. Ssob, lods, and pare ko yan ang tawag ko sayo, bakit kasi ang pogi mo dami ko tuloy kaagaw sayo. Everytime I scroll in my socmeds he is the one na palagi kong nakikita, parati kong binubulong na sana, na kahit malabo, at kung pwede lang bakit naman hindi. Pero alam ko naman na hindi ka magiging akin but I will love you endlessly kahit mawalan pa’ko ng hininga ngayon, kahit mag-isa nalang ako sa pagtanda ko basta makita kang masaya, hindi man sa’kin, masaya na ako para sayo. Mahal kita eh but you love her at doon ka masaya sino ba naman ako para ipagdamot ka?

Sa bawat kinig ko sa liriko ng mga kanta mo mas lalo ako naiiyak thinking what is the feeling of being someone you loved so much? Halos nasa kanya na lahat; sobrang talented na tao, Grammy nomination, famous ambassador, ranked no. 1 on billboard hot 100, at sa lahat ng mga achievements niya mas lalo kong naisip na ang hirap mo na palang abutin . You’ve come so far and I’m proud of you. We say “loving an idol is hard” but you say “loving someone as an idol is hard knowing that you will break a million of hearts” . And yes I’m in love with my idol. “Love him as an idol not as a husband”. How? How can we not love our idol if he set our standards even higher? To the point that he’s posting in his socmeds saying that he came home safely, giving us love that we deserve, remembering us to keep our life healthy and safe, even saying you deserve better I am here to protect you because you are the reason why I exist, and who cannot fall in this kind of person? It’s true reality hit us and I cannot own you. Malayo ka man sa’kin, at kahit hindi mo ako kilala I will still tell this in my future family that you were my first love. I love you Jeon. Hoping that one day I’ll say I finally meet you. Thank you for inspiring me. Keep inspired and motivate my luv.

Ali

I'm writing this to express my admiration to someone.

It was September 2022 when I first saw you performing on stage with your six-string instrument. The moment you plucked your guitar and sang a ballad, you've got my attention. I think I fell in love at first note. So, I was there at the crowd intensely staring at you. You have this husky voice that makes me feel butterflies in my stomach. I know I'm not the only one who feel that way because a lot of girls were screaming your name from the crowd with invisible hearts on their eyes. After that night, I tried to stalk you in one of your social media accounts. I composed a mesage for you saying "Thank you for giving us an amazing performance tonight. Glad to see you." I sent that message without expecting any replies from you. But, I was shocked when I received a respond early in the morning with a ❤️ react on my message and a reply, "Thank you. See you around." That simple words from you put a smile on my face☺️. I'm starting to be hopeful especially when I found out that we have mutual friends. I'm hoping to be closed with you; to be friends with you; or just merely noticed by you. That's why I keep on reacting and commenting in every post you have.😅 Unfortunately, that so called "hope" vanished when a realization hits me that night when I saw you again. You were on the same stage with the same guitar singing your heart's out. The truth is that you are like a star; you're too hard to reach. You are meant to be admired from a far. Now, I'm slowly accepting the fact that I could only be part of your crowd, but will never be part of your life. Thank you for inspiring me. Keep on shining superstar!

---Rigel✨

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE

From Hi to Everlasting Love
By Anonymous

January 2017 in an afternoon, nasa computer shop ako together with my friend to do our project and I am a grade 10 student that time. Nauna akong natapos gumawa ng project at hinintay ko nalang sa labas ang kaibigan ko and while waiting, nag open ako ng facebook and later on biglang may nag chat and he's really not familiar to me though we're fb friends. He says hi, at dahil wala din naman akong ginagawa, I replied to him hello. Nagpalitan kami ng tanong at sabi niya gusto niya daw makipagkaibigan so okay lang sakin yun and nasabi niya na may girlfriend naman siya kaso complicated it means medyo di sila okay. Makaraan ang ilang minuto, natapos narin sa wakas yung kaibigan ko at nag aya ng umuwi so nag paalam na muna ako sakaniya pero siyempre hiningi niya number ko hehe. While on our way home, may nag text from unknown number tinanong ko kung sino at nagreply siya " Ako to yung kachat mo kanina" I don't know pero kinilig ako dun hehe. Excited akong magreply sa kaniya ng biglang, hay naku bakit ngayon pako nalowbat? Nagtaka ang kaibigan ko kung kaya'y sinabihan ko nalang siya na bilisan nalang ang paglalakad. When I reached home, dali dali kong hinanap ang charger. Maaaa yung charger nasaan? sabay halungkat ng mga gamit kahit nakakalat na ang iba, maaa dalii. Ayan oh bakit ba masyado kang nag mamadali para ka namang iiwanan ng mundo sabi ni mama. Hehe basta, at ayun nga hindi pa na full yung cellphone ko ay kinuha ko na at nakita ko yung mga text niya. Simula nun ay madalas na kaming nag tetext at tawag kaso 50 text lang siya kasi magkaiba yung sim namin so nag papaload siya just to have 50 all net text na pang text sakin. Until one time nag share siya ng mga experiences niya sa love and I didn't expect that it is more sad than I thought.

I felt really sad for him and I know he doesn't deserve it. Kinalaunan hindi ko maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko ang alam ko lang happy ako tuwing kausap siya. Sabado ng Umaga nag tetext kami at mahilig kasi siyang mag throw ng mga pick up lines, jokes and logic questions until nahuli ako ni mama na naka ngiti as in sobrang naka ngiti kaya she asked me, iba na yan ah sobra ka naman atang masaya? At dun ko nalang napagtanto na tama si mama masaya nga ako at hindi lang ngayon kundi tuwing kausap ko siya. Hoyy self napano ka? Friend lang diba? Tsaka my girlfriend yun ang ganda nga eh. Habang sinasabi ko yun sa aking sarili deep inside nasasaktan naman ako. Gabi gabi ay tumatawag siya sakin and of course nag palit siya ng sim kaya pareho na kami para daw lagi niya akong makakausap oh diba haba ng hair haha at kinakantahan ko kasi siya at ganun din siya and I appreciate his effort. Isang araw sinabi niya sakin na wala na daw sila ng gf niya hindi ko alam kung good news ba yun o bad news para sakin. To make the story short, he confess to me and June 2017 I answered him "Yes". Siyempre ang bait niya sobra, napaka responsable, matalino at higit sa lahat may respeto at naintindihan ako iba siya sa mga lalaki na nakilala ko kasi hindi puro salita. Pero ayun na nga hindi madali para saamin yun kasi LDR kami nasa Antique ako siya naman dito sa Iloilo. But love has no boundaries kinaya namin yun kahit minsan may misunderstanding pero hindi natatapos ang gabi ng hindi kami nagiging okay.

Month of August 2017 I asked him if pwede niya akong samahan papuntang City kasi susunduin ko yung ate ko and it was our first time to meet and see each other in person. We're both excited and finally the day come. I saw him but only in picture so I'm not totally familiar of his face incase we met. It was my first time bumyahe mag isa from Antique to Miagao but he guided me through text until I reached Miagao. I was so nervous and I sat down in the bench and waited for him. Lumingon lingon ako sa paligid at naghihintay na may lalapit sa akin maraming tao kaya nahirapan akong makita siya until I saw a guy holding a bottled of water, hays Thank you lord buti naman may nag titinda ng tubig kanina pa ako nauuhaw, pero wait familiar siya ba yan? Hindi na ako nakagalaw sa mga oras na yun kasi alam kong siya na yun inabot niya sakin yung tubig and he gave me the most incredible smile and it took my breath away. I felt something I have never felt in my life before. Our eyes met and it was like our souls joined. We couldn't stop looking at each other. Naging memorable yung unang meet namin kung saan nakaholding hands lang kami buong byahe at pagkauwi ko andami naming napagkuwentuhan. A week passed and I still remembered the way our eyes joined and the incredible smile he gave me. November 2017 my event sa aming bayan gusto niya raw pumunta gusto niya magpakilala sa parents ko. Hindi ako pumayag kasi baka magalit sila pero, tita? tita? May tao sa labas sabi ni mama kaya pinuntahan ko. Jusko marimar hoyyy bakit ka nandito umuwi ka dun makikita ka patay ako! Pero huli na lumabas si mama at ang walang hiya nag mano pa kay mama at mukhang close na close na sila ha. Masaya kami araw araw kahit magkalayo kami at malaki ang tiwala namin sa isat isa. Pero sa kabila ng masasayang araw, may dumating na bad news kung saan kailangan kong mamili kasi pinapatransfer ako ng family ko sa Davao para magpatuloy ng pag-aaral ang sakit sobrang sakit malayo na nga kami sa isat isa magiging mas malayo pa pala. Pero pinili kong pumunta ng Davao dahil para din naman sa future ko yun at naintindihan naman niya.
May 2018 sinamahan niya si mama na ihatid ako sa airport at the age of 16 mag isa ako sa flight papuntang Davao at habang papasok sa loob hindi ko kayang lumingon sa kaniya kasi ayaw kong makita siyang nasasaktan pero nag pakatatag kaming pareho at sabi niya mahal niya ako at hihintayin niya ako. I started my senior highschool there in Davao nung una okay pa kami pero kinalaunan medyo madalas na kaming nag aaway ng dahil sa time namin sa isat isa. Minsan humantong kami sa hiwalayan ngunit naging okay din naman kami mahal ko siya at mahal niya ako kahit napaka selosa ko. Meron pa nga tuwing inaaway ko siya sinusumbong niya ako kay mama edi sila na magkakampi haha. Natapos ko na ang grade 11 ko and I decided to go back in Antique hindi ko na kasi kayang sobrang layo namin sa isat isa. May 2019 umuwi ako pero hindi niya ako nasundo kasi kasama ko naman ate at tito ko. Pero kinabukasan pumunta ako sa kanila we spend time to each other. And I finished my grade 12 in Antique and now currently studying here in Isat u and he is also a former student here in isat u miagao campus and now an alumnus. We've been through a lot of difficulties in our relationship but because of trust and love to each other, our relationship became stronger and put God in the center of your relationship and now we are road to 6 years na. If you really love each other, kahit ilang bundok pa ang namamagitan sa inyo mananatili kayong matatag. At sa mga nawawalan ng chance magkajowa, time will come malay mo kausap mo na pala siya. But before I end this story, I would like to say that valentine's is not all about love for boyfriend/Girlfriend but also to our family and friends. God bless and Happy Valentine's day to all! The End!!!