Sir Mikee

If it is not God’s timing,
I will wait.

I trust what is meant for me will come.

If it is not meant for me,
I will let it go.
If it is not written for me,
I will accept it.

and if it takes longer
than I hoped,

I will learn
to be patient
with my own heart.

I will not force
what refuses to stay.

I will not chase
what was never mine
to keep.

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05032026

I got used to you,
and now I have to unlearn you.

The way I reached for you
without thinking.

The way your name
fit into my days.

You became routine.

Familiar.

And now
every small habit
reminds me
you’re not here anymore.

That’s the hardest part,

not just losing you,

but undoing everything
you became to me.

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05022026

I owe myself an apology
for staying when I should have left,

for holding on
to something that hurt me,

for forgetting
to put myself first.

I owe myself an apology
for accepting less than
what I deserved,
for holding on
when I should have walked away.

I deserve better,
and I should have known that sooner.

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05022026

I wish I was more
than where I am right now.

Not because this life
is nothing,
but because I imagined
it differently.

I thought I’d be further.

Closer to something
that feels right.

But here I am,

still figuring it out,

still trying to become
someone I once promised
I’d be by now.

And that’s the part
that stays with me,

not where I am,
but how far I thought
I’d already be.

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05022026

May small wins
start to matter again.

the getting up,
the trying,
the showing up
when it’s hard.

May I learn
to see them,

not as something small,

but as proof
that I’m still moving.

and maybe,
that’s how everything
begins again.

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05022026

You can’t fix someone
just by loving them more.

You can’t remind them
every day
to choose you.

You can’t keep explaining
what should already
be understood.

If they wanted to,
they would.

And no matter
how much you give,

you can’t love them harder
into becoming
who they refuse to be.

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05012026

“you handle it so well”
no i didn’t.

I almost lost myself.

I almost stopped recognizing
who I was becoming.

I kept it together
on the outside,
but inside
I was barely holding on.

I just had no choice.

You just didn’t see
how close I was
to falling apart.

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05012026

We will never be this young again.

So chase the life
that you deserve.

Take the risk.

Start even if you’re unsure.

Don’t stay in places
that keep you small.

You won’t get this time back.

So live it
like it matters,
because it does.

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05012026

Today,
we honor the silent workers,
those who carry everything without noise.

We honor those who work fairly,
even when no one is watching.

We honor the tired ones
who still choose to show up,
the early risers
who begin before the world wakes up.

We honor those
who carry responsibilities
no one talks about,
the workers who keep going,
even when they’re drained.

We honor those who don’t complain,
but feel everything.

We honor those who work
not just for themselves,
but for others.
the ones who do their best
with what they have.

We honor those who keep things running
without recognition.

Today, we honor every worker—
you are seen,
even in silence.

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05012026

May this month be gentle with me.

soft where I’ve been
worn down,
patient where I’m
still healing.

May it meet me
with less weight,
and more room
to breathe.

and if it cannot be easy,
I hope it is at least kind.

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05012026

Wasn’t it supposed
to be just me?

What happened
to your promises?

You said them
like they would last.

Like I was the only one.

I believed you.

And now
I’m left here
trying to understand

how something
that felt
so certain

ended
like it meant
nothing.

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04302026

Before everything fell apart,
I was genuinely happy.

I didn’t notice it
while it was happening.

It was just normal,

laughing without thinking,

sleeping without overthinking,

loving without fear.

I thought it would stay that way.
I thought this was finally it.

Then one day,
it changed,

slowly at first,
then all at once.

And now,
I look back at that version of me

and wonder
if they knew
how close everything was
to ending.

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04302026