18/02/2026
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It began on an ordinary day meant for teachers, and somehow became my first lesson in love.
I loved without caution, stayed without being chosen, and in the end learned that caring deeply doesnโt mean youโll be keptโso this time, Iโm choosing myself.
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Mr. FIRST
On Teacherโs Day, I noticed you for the first time and learned your name, a day meant for appreciation, not knowing it would quietly become the beginning of my first love. Back then, I didnโt expect anything special. You were just someone I noticed, someone ordinary, unaware of how deeply you would later matter to me. ๐ฅ
Our story truly began when the MPL tournament in MLBB started. I messaged you, sharing the live stream of my favorite streamer. It was such a small thing, something so simple. But when you replied, everything changed. Conversations became longer, laughter turned into comfort, and comfort slowly grew into feelings I didnโt know how to control. ๐ฎ
We were so alikeโsame hobbies, same likes, same dreams, same wants. I believed that maybe this was the kind of connection people search for their whole lives. I loved you sincerely and deeply. It was my FIRST time loving someone like thatโwithout fear, without hesitation, without backup, without knowing how to protect my own heart.
But you USED that love. ๐๐
You hurt me more times than I can count, yet I stayed. I FORGAVE you again and again, hoping that one day you would finally choose me. While you were courting me, you were also talking to someone else. You liked someone in the church. You liked one of my classmates. And still, I stayed, convincing myself that love means patience, that love means enduring pain.
I pretended I was talking to someone else just to make you jealous. But the truth is, there was no one else. I didnโt dare to look for someone else when you were the one I loved. It hurt realizing that my silence and loyalty meant nothing, because your heart was already choosing others. ๐
The moment I finally gave up was when you confessed that YOU liked one of my FRIENDS. That confession broke something in meโquietly, completely. That was the moment I understood that no matter how deeply I loved you, I was NEVER the one you chose. ๐
Your promises of a FUTURE WITH ME were liesโpromises I will NEVER forget. ๐ค๐คฅ
Still, despite everything, I donโt wish you harm. I just want to say this one last thing: TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH. Not everyone will worry about you the way I didโnot everyone will stay up late wondering if youโve eaten, rested, or are carrying too much on your own. Life is hard, and you often forget yourself while chasing what you want. I wonโt be there to remind you anymore, but I hope you learn to care for yourself the way I once didโquietly, sincerely, and without asking for anything in return.
I worried about you even when you were hurting me, even when I was breaking in silence. Iโm CHOOSING to let go now, but letting go doesnโt erase the care I once had for you. I hope you live well, not for me, but for yourself, because you only get one life, and once, loving you made your well-being deeply important to me. Even if I was only a chapter you wanted to forget, you were a whole story I will always remember. ๐ด๐