19/04/2024
"she's in me"
Time flies so fast, they said. A young girl who jokes around, expresses her emotions carelessly, and always gets scolded by her teacher for being noisy is now having a hard time expressing what she really feels and is now known for her quietness. Can you imagine that this teenage girl right here was once an expert mango tree climber? I guess not. This young girl right here is a very careless girl who doesn't think about what others will think about her, and now she is a girly teenager who always loves spending her time alone in her bedroom and can't leave the house without any makeup on. Many bad and good experiences led me to be the person I am right now. In order to protect myself, I changed. But change doesn't always end well. Why? It protects me. Yes. Does it feel good? No.
Making mistakes, learning new things, and changing are part of growing up, but despite all these changes, some things still remain the same. She's still clumsy and sensitive, laughing her lungs out in every serious situation, a people-pleaser, and a crybaby who wants attention, affection, and appreciation all the time. I know for sure that she's in me, and only the right person can bring her back.
- Princess Lhiane B. Viado