18/11/2021
i want to share my TESTIMONY
it has to do with DESIRE
since i was knee hight...
pre-school "i can not wait to go to big school"
grade 1 "i can not wait to get to grade 2" so on and so on...
somewhere in primary-school "i can not wait to go to high school"
high-school "i can not wait to go to college or university"
college-university "i can not wait to start working"
working "i can not wait to have my own place"
"i can not wait to make millions"
"i can not wait to start my own business"
"i can not wait to get my favorite sports-car"
"i can not wait to buy a boat"
somewhere from knee hight "i can not wait to get a boyfriend"
"i can not wait to get married and live happily ever after"
"i can not wait to have a family of my own, cute little babies and pets"
"i can not wait to this, i can not wait to that, i can not wait to..." i can not wait to..." i can not wait to..."
i have been there, i have done it all and more...
"deep deep deep inside i still felt empty"
"Huh???"
"WHERE is the happily ever after???"
"there was a hole in my heart that was still empty" like a tiny tiny hollow spot, very tiny but very powerful, tiny but Strong-Strong!
"i Got all the things...i couldn't wait to and more"
"but still deep inside a tiny empty hollow spot"
UNTIL I FOUND IT!!!
somewhere in-between the last stages
OH WOW OH WOW OH WOW!!! AND another WOW❗❗❗
When I met HIM(for myself!!! Very important... for myself... fully not half-hearted FULLY FULLY FULLY), and I started conversations with HIM, and I started a relationship with HIM, and I started to seek HIM with my whole heart and with my whole soul, and I deeply deeply deeply started to DESIRE HIM, it automatically started to become the norm, and I started to realize that HE is WHERE and WHAT my Happiness IS, when HE automatically became a part of my every move and decision, when HE BECAME my ONE AND ONLY. And I have this "In Love feeling" that never ever ever EVER fades!!! And HE Shows me HIS HEART, THEN I realized that the hollow empty "i can not wait to's" disappeared COMPLETELY, and I am fully fully FULLY Satisfied. Yet I can not get Enough! I get cravings for more!
AND I REALIZE... Ohhhhh It's Well with my soul!!!
No more hollow empty holes or desires... and no more "i can not wait to's" for me
CAUSE I FOUND MY LOVE, MY DEEPEST DEEPEST DEEPEST DESIRE. THE ONE WHO GIVES ME BUTTERFLIES, THE ONE WHO MAKES ME FEEL ALL FUZZY AND TINGLY, AND LOVEY DOVEY, AND IN LOVE, THE ONE WHO TAKES MY BREATH AWAY, TAKES MY BREATH AWAY EVERY SINGLE TIME, THE ONE WHO TAKES ME TO THE MOON AND BACK. MY CLOUD WITH A SILVER LINING, MY HEAVEN, HE FILLS MY EVERY SINGLE FEELING AND DREAM THAT I EVER CHASED AND DESIRED. HE IS MY FAVORITE FAVORITE FAVORITE DELIGHT. MY EVERYTHING. THE THING I CHASED ALL THE TIME SINCE I WAS KNEE HIGHT. NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING COMPARES TO HIM. HE IS MY ONE AND ONLY, MY ALPHA AND OMEGA. HE IS THE ONE WHO MADE ME. I AM OBSESSED AND ADDICTED TO HIM, AND I LOVE HIM DEEPLY DEEPLY DEEPLY, DEEPER THAN BONE!!! DEEP DEEP DEEP IN MY SOUL 🥰🥰🥰
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I Pray with my Whole Heart that you find HIM, cause then you found IT ALL!!!
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