25/06/2025
Three weeks ago, my dad peacefully transitioned to another realm, gently laying down into his eternal Savasana after living with renal failure - just a month away from his 70th birthday 🌼
How do I feel today? Here are some facts I’d like to share.
Time, in its quiet way, is helping me heal and accept what is. And now, being about 12,500 kilometers away from my mom and the rest of my family, I realize that distance offers its own kind of softness. It creates space, a strange, bittersweet kind, that helps me breathe, reflect, and carry on.
If someone had told me years ago that I would one day be designing my dad’s tombstone, I would never have believed them. This was never part of my journey as a graphic designer, nor was it ever something I imagined would cross my path. And yet, here I am. Life has a way of handing us assignments we never signed up for 🤨.
The year isn’t over yet, but already I find myself exhaling deeply and saying: Wow. What a year it’s been.
And despite everything, I feel an immense sense of gratitude. I’m grateful that I returned home in May and spent precious, unhurried time with my parents, especially with my dad. I’m grateful that, just seven days ago, I made my journey back from Bali to the Netherlands, with a layover in Dubai that flowed without interruption, as if the universe was gently clearing the way. This gratitude doesn’t mean I’m not holding in my heart all the innocent people who are, or may become, victims of the games played by world leaders 😢
I’m grateful to be back teaching Yoga at , grateful to be surrounded by my Dutch support system, a circle that has held me in a safe, loving space where I’ve simply been allowed to be.
When I take a step back, I see it: point of view and distance are powerful teachers. They help me recognize the hidden blessings, the gifts wrapped in grief, the light tucked inside the shadows.
This, too, is part of the journey.
Ps.
If heaven looks anything like this in the video, I can confidently say my heart feels at peace, knowing my dad now has a beautiful place to call home.