04/12/2023
I am ready to share one dirty secret with you all.
Something tough for me to admit.
Here we go:
There is a very special part within me.
Truly. She is epic.
Let’s call her Penelope for today (and please forgive me if this is your name; I guarantee it has nothing to do with you!)
Penelope has a very complex personality.
She simply LOVES to be the victim.
But she also thinks she is morally superior.
Secretly, she believes that she never gets things right.
(Yet again, that is not her fault because she is the victim!)
You have no idea how unfair the world is being to her.
All the things she didn’t get and wanted so so badly.
All the people misunderstanding her.
All the failed business endeavors and hours of work not valued.
Penelope can feel really, really sorry for herself.
She cannot understand how people can be so stupid not to see how unique and fantastic she is.
Why people cannot see how she would actually have the solution to basically all their problems?
She can even have violent tendencies!
Oh, she so badly wants to tell people how stupid they are, falling again for a moral-less marketing tactic of a fellow coach.
Or to let her husband know how unevolved he is in his reactions and how having a different opinion about something is simply stupidity.
Because you remember, Penelope is the real deal!
Lucky for me, Penelope is not the only one running the show.
I also have other parts hanging out within - some of them a bit older and a tat wiser.
Let’s call one of them Philomena (also - name totally unrelated to you!)
Philomena has a bit more of the oversight.
And she knows that putting down other people will never make me, Priska, as a whole woman, feel better.
And she also sees that maybe, just maybe - things are exactly how they are meant to be to learn some lessons.
There is no right or wrong.
You make a decision, and you stand behind it - until you change your mind and stand behind that as well.
So, back to my friend Penelope: I know her posts would get much attention. Oh, they would. She got it in the past.
Because all the other Penelopes in others come out, finally feeling seen and validated! Oh, the fireworks, baby!
“Oh, you are so right, yes! Men are just so underdeveloped in seeing through the bulls**t!”
“OMG, another Find-Your-Inner-Goddess-Dip-Me-In-Gold-And-Pay-Me-1Million-Euros-Offer”
“Ugh, can you even believe how manipulative her marketing is?”
So, while Penelope could throw the pity party of the year, Philomena would totally be the royal party pooper. Because she knows that this is not what’s real.
She knows that it would be just a way to judge all the parts within myself that aren’t perfect. That maybe I am morally not as evolved as I think I am. And that I am creating a really unsafe space - not only for myself but for others, too - by constantly criticizing.
So, what is real, then?
What is real is that all parts within you and me are important.
All the Penelopes and Philomenas, Phils and Peters (it’s a P-themed post… )
But we have the power to make a choice from which part we are taking action.
And there is no good or wrong way to do that.
Just do it in a way that feels of integrity to your own heart, my love.
And Penelope - bless her heart - needs my attention, love, and care - not the steering wheel of my life.
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