04/11/2020
Commitment is about Responsibility and not necessarily Feelings.
Would you still love if you didn't feel like it?
Would you still pray if you didn't feel like it?
Over the years I have learned that Love is more of a commitment than a feeling, and the proof of Love is in the choices we make, - Obedience and Sacrifices.
"If you love me, obey my words." (John 14:15,21). Such simplicity.
There are times when it will be hard but choose His way.
You see, God isn't moved by mere words!
The Bible says, "For the Lord is a God of knowledge, and by him actions are weighed." 1 Sam 2:3.
In September of 2020, I was writing a song and something didn't feel right. My heart was in the wrong place (posture) and though the words (lyrics) were beautiful, deep down I knew I DIDN'T MEAN A WORD I WAS SINGING TO GOD.
I knew that God was (and is) MORE interested in Me (the state of my heart, the minister) than in the songs I was singing to him (my ministry). Because if my heart is not right, whatever I do and call MINISTRY can not be right.
I had to put my pen aside and be real with God.
Dear friend, we can lose many things, but one thing we should never lose is our virtue of SINCERITY with God.
God isn't swept off his feet because you sang and cried as you led praise and worship, in Church on Sunday, and people said, "Oh! How he/she loves the Lord!"
God judges differently. Beyond the make-up we wear, he looks into us; our heart, motives, intentions, and with these, he weighs our actions.
Dear friend, be real with God. Be sincere with God. Be open to God.
Cover-ups don't work with Him. I've been there countless times!
I have come to understand that GOD IS MY PRIMARY AND EVER PRESENT AUDIENCE, and I can't pretend with Him.
When I go before Him and He calls me out, I answer, _'Yes Lord, You're Right! I'm sorry.'_
Dear friend, do not lose your virtue of sincerity with God.
Can we pray together,
"I am open to you, Lord here's my heart, come take your place.
You know my appetites. You know what I'll fall for. Help me to stand.
You know where I'm coming from, and You know where I am, now. You even know where I'm going. Help me to follow."
Going before God all covered up in insincerity is like going to see a friend who knows all we said about them but sits silent, listening to us professing love for them. The Nerve! 😂 It's hurtful. (Sadly, some of us have been there too).
The Lord is a God of knowledge, and nothing is hidden before him. So, when did we begin to think we could hide from him? Since Adam, I guess!
But we hurt him, even more, when we come to him with a mask.
Put away your mask before God, my friend.
Come to God with your full chest! 😂
He may discipline you, but surely he will embrace you.
His Love, Grace, and Mercy is enough!
Shalom!