16/03/2025
Should I really change school?
During my early years, I was the most extroverted OA witty person in my class. I had many friends and I really loved everyone in the class, until I left the friend group due to it being too toxic for me and I fear that changed everything. My late years, everything changed. I'm a loser outcast out of place person in my class with only 3 close friends who we were always last chosen in class, and I always felt like it was my fault because I left the friend group. Until recently, I found out from one of my ex very close friend that the reason why everything changed is because someone described me negatively which that clouded the thoughts of everybody to view me as whatever they described me as. Imagine badmouthing me?? as someone who did nothing wrong but be myself in the class, I have to restrain being myself now thanks to you. I hate you, whoever you are. I hope you get to experience the same thing as me so that you will know what it is like to be in my shoes. But now that the context is over, I have been thinking so many times if it is still worth going to adzu shs? because I do not want to face my jhs classmates again because they'll just remind me of my terrible jhs life. But at the same time, I have some friends who are going to transfer to adzu shs and I wonder if I should just stay just so I can hopefully be classmates with my friends. So imma just put all my questions here so that hopefully you guys can answer
1. Is it still worth going to AdZU SHS?
2. Did I really deserve everything that I went through?
3. Should I really change schools?
P.s if you know who I am, please do not confront me right away, especially in a "I'm calling you out and I am mad" kind of way. I want you to reflect on this first before you confront me, and in a soft way please. :)
