25/03/2024
Last Thursday was very powerful... Not only did it was very creative but also very spiritually, emotionally, and mentally liberating.
Last Thursday I had a session with my client.
โผ๏ธ Yes, I am having live coaching sessions at my place as well, not only online
That session was dedicated to connecting to the inner child and discovering his language...
Language of love and the language of his soul.
In the first part of the session, we discovered the way his inner child was getting love from his mother, but about it - in another post, as there is a lot to shareโฆ
This time I want to focus on the second part of the session. We painted a painting. The task was to invite the inner child and allow him to express whatever he wanted to express through colors, shapes, and images.
I gave him my equipment and he got very into it. While he was painting, I took pastels and decided to do the same for myself.
I invited my little one to speak through the art. Opposite to my client, I really struggled to startโฆ I had no idea what I should paint. Nothing just came to my mind! I felt frustrated. Thenโฆ Then I heard a voice/an idea: โYou donโt need to have a final picture in your mind. Just allow your hand to move the way it wants to move and trustโ.
So I listened to it. I chose a random color that I felt drawn to and I started making a big spiraled circle, then the other oneโฆ I got into a momentum and it became very easy and fun to paint whatever, however :D
This is my painting you see in the photo ๐
It was amazing to see how the message of my inner child and the message of his, was almost identical! If the client allows, I will share his painting as well and the message of his inner child that I was able to channel at the end of the session.
When it comes to my inner child, with this painting, my little one says:
โIt is ME. Me who stands out. Me, who takes up the space and shines. I was told all over and over again that it is not good to focus on Self, it is not good to shine and be seen because I didnโt deserve it, because I didnโt look good enough, I was not good enough, my thoughts and ideas didnโt matter, while my talents were dismissed. I was told that taking care of Self and my own happiness is narcissistic. I should never do it. Rather I should take care of others - thatโs the purpose of life!
Thatโs what I learned about life.
But you know what? Iโm so done with this bu****it! The ones who told me that focusing on Self is not good and that I rather should focus on others are exactly those narcissistic people who wanted to benefit from me serving their happiness.
No more! Iโm taking my power back! Power of love.
I start seeing myself as God sees me. And God wants me to be happy. God wants me to love myself exactly as God loves me. God wants to see me shine and share my greatest talents with others because exactly God is who gave me those talents. He made me a reflection of him. I am an extension of him. God lives within my cells! So why shouldnโt I express God? Why should I hide gifts that God gifted me with?
All the wisdom and inspiration to express myself I am receiving from God. That energy that feels so bright and warm, as the loving and comforting rays of sunshine. That energy simply enters my body, it flows to me and through me. And I want to share that with others! It is just too much for me alone to keep it for myself. It is overwhelming at times those feelings of love, inspiration, and wisdom. So I want to share. I want to give and I want to be seen and acknowledged for what I have to give. Because what I have to give comes from God. I am just a channel, a physical manifestation of his glory.
I feel the best when I am in cooperation with God. I feel that I create value in this world. I feel meaning, purpose, and joy when I am in a union. Uniting the spiritual with the material. Bringing into form something that I feel so deeply.
So this is ME.
I AM. And I state it, and I show it out loud so others can no longer avoid seeing me - I AM! And my existence matters. I am here for a reason and I am answering the call. The call of God to be the most authentic version of myself. The way he sees me.
And I accept the fact that my light will be too bright for some people to handle. Those people who choose to live in darkness, who choose to stay stuck and stagnant, disconnected from God. Who push a snooze button on Divineโs call for their own life. I will trigger them, their wounds, their pain. I will shine the light on their shadow, on their darkness and it will feel painful.
But how others feel is no longer my responsibility as long as I act with integrity and good intentions. They need to be accountable for their own triggers and understand what those are trying to tell them about THEM.
I free myself from all the restrictions and expectations of the religion I was raised upon, of society, and of my loved ones. I no longer follow human flesh. My guide is God - the ultimate creator which I am a reflection of.
I am a Divine Child. I AM that I AM.โ
