I wanna speak English fluently

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ sometimes that sadness
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ gets so deep in your heart‚
that you can't even cry.

Be your partner and thank yourself.

You should practice everyday to achieve fluency and please note that if there is no one to practice with; you can practice with yourself. Do not be lazy and kindly make sure that any slow progress is a progress in the end.