BPS Confessions

#298
So I just want to ask everyone here on this page what qualities do you see in a girl?how do you define who's good or bad?don't take my question in a wrong way!
If a girl drinks or smoke she's bold and open minded and if she doesn't,she is very Sharif according to some boys!
Why some people are so judgemental?who define people on the basis of their habits?
P.s I'm the one who considered to be Sharif!

#297
hey....mah dearest frndz heres som1 to cnfess his mistakes ...n feels soory a lot fo wht he did in ths 2 yrs...n is guilty fo it....m soory n realy needz to be forgivd...

#296
heli was my crush... i love her alot still

#295

Hlo everyone...
I am in a relatnship since 4 year
we both luv each other a
lot....he was a vry carying nd loving bf
3 years ago we r in same
state...hum roj milte thai mere
tution pe..tht tym I was in 10th standrd....he was my seniour..Vo bht gusse wala h..vo muje leke vht unsecure rheta h..muje khi v jane ko mana krta tha..usse acha ni lgta tha ki mai bina mtlb yha wha,ghumu..faltu baat kru bt only becoz of me..coz mai bht jaldi kr leti hu...logo pe trust kr leti hu....Now we both r in diffrbt
state..yes now we r in long distnce
relnship...vo roj mujse milne aata
tha ..nd kafi tym mere sath hi spnd krta,tha...lyf k hr step pe mera
sath deta h...bt 1 mnth hogya
hum mil nai paye coz uski classes
chl rhi h ..meri wjhse vo bht km
classes lga paya es pure 1 year
mai...vt situatn xhnge h..av
humari roj ldye hoti h..1 mnth
ho gya..vo tym ni de pata muje.
msg phle mai hi krti hu hmesha..
ojkk or hang jese msg toh pdh
k chod deta h nd onlyn rheta h
puchne pe kheta h enka koe rply
ni mere pass..phle se hi vo esa
krta h..muje bht hrt hota h yai
sunke..soxhti hu sirf mai hi baat
krne ko marti hu..bt fir sochti hi
koe ni ...bt roj roj ki ldyee..
hr choti baat pe ldye..gusse mai
rudly kuxh b kh deta h..
mai frustrated ho chuki hu apni
lyf se..smj ni aarha kya kru..
baat solve krne ki koshish ki bt...
alg b nai hona chati usse...nd vo
b..lyf khrqv ho jayegi dono ki...
plZz guyss tell me kya kru mai..

#294

Hello friends I am going to share my love story....pls tell me....what 2 do in life...
When I was studying engineering I found some friends..we were 7 people...3 girls and 4 boys...dey r my best friend...in dat one girl proposed me....I said her tat....'we r frnds ,and my family 'll nt accept dis'.....after tat....she dint came to college for a week....we tried to call her...but she switched off her mobile....and we asked her frnds....dey told dey went outing....after tat on Tuesday morning....my mom called me and she asked me a question tat...r u in love...?...I said no....after she told...one girl with her parents came here...and she was telling ...she luvs u....and she bought her parents also to take permission from me...so I asked my mom.....den wt will I do....my mom said....no problem ...but first u have to get d job den next step is ur marriage ....I was happy at dat time....
Ours only 6 month relationship...we enjoyed a lot....she was very cute,innocent , and loveable ....I loved her so much...but I dint showed her.....but she loved me a lot....when she come to talk wid me...i was just avoiding her...because I was concentrating on my studies ....in dis 6 mnt only...
One day evening....she told....tmrw we will go to orphanage....'together'.....after talking...she left dat place and...she was moving to her home...at dat time she met with an accident.... spot out...she was gone.....
She left me ALONE here....I am living here for my parent...or else.....
After tat incident..it s 2 year now.....I stopped talking wid girls....I become very silent...
Now also some time it hurts a lot....I can't forget her......
I miss her yar......in my life nothing is left...life is boring....😞

#293
There should be a reunion of all the past 3 batches!!!

#292
There should be a reunion of all the past 3 batches!!!

#291
F/19

I am penning down this whole s**t out of the situation m goin through

My parents never loved me.They were expecting a boy child but unfortunately it was me who was untimately forced into the world. I was the least loved girl student of my class.I never get to enjoy the toys, movies and other normal activities. To make things worse, I was devoid of social skills,which means I never get to make any friends.Almost all of them were temporary and short lived.

But I never lose heart and always tried to make it up to my parents. I excelled in studies and was always among toppers.The more I performed, the more was expected. I was never appreciated and was burdened further to perform which turned me into a wicked person. I was sent to PMT classes from 8th standard.By the time I completed my matriculation I realised I wanna be a CA.but It was too late.Still,I tried to cope with with the forced circumstances and I eventually Ended up in Rajasthan Kota.
During the first year when my oldest and probably the only friend was into pieces coz of his broken relationship I made my mind to step up and asked him out.
I don't know whether It was my emptiness,urge to fill up the lost parts of my life or his relatable dark soul that I was attracted but within no time I was in relationship with my best friend..
The world in which it is hard to avoid jerks.I was blessed with the best possible soulmate.His was ambitious yet practical approach, His always being-there-always attitude,his attitude toward his life and his infinite attention to my small things took me off my feets.My life g*ined its spark which it was devoid of.
During first couple of months I discovered I had a lot to me than just being a bookworm.
It rejuvenated me.I went to dates with him,I started caring about my dressing and my looks.For the first time I had a regular smile.
But In the process I never compromised with my career and continue to pursue my studies. I cracked AIPMT in my first attempt and earned a spot in the most reputed medical coleg of my state.

The added pressure soon started taking its toll on my relationship I was unable to cope with what life was offering.I was missing out on my academics and sometimes on my scheduled dates.Life soon became a mess.Something was meant to be sacrificed so I chose to force a breakup.
I ignored him for almost two months(which was herculean task) which after a couple of fights,the relation was shut down.He cried for the last time which still is fresh in my mind and still echoes in my ears.
Its been more than 13 months since my breakup.His gifted guitar is still in my hostel room cubard,the sight of which still sends shivers into my body.Since my breakup I never really found courage to pick it up besides some occasional cleaning.
Often I wonder.Was it all worth it?
Was Sacrificing my only good thing for my career worth it.?
Was shutting down the curtain on my love and desires for the parents who never cared about my existence worth it?,

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#290

i m girl
Actually...i luved a guy frm last 8 years..in 2012 i dared to tell him my feelings for him after dat we stayed together for 6 mnths later on my parents came 2 knw abt our realtion and he just moved on..after dat i tried a lot to convience him but all d time he rejects by saying dat i m just his gud frnd but i knw no body says LUV U to a GUD FRND..and lots more...i knw no one else is in his lyf...even he is not afraid of my family..but yet he is not accepting dat he luvs me I KNOW HE LUVS ME ....i cn't live without him yar frown emotion..wht shud i do ki wo ek br wapas aa jae fr kbi nh jane dugi kahi b

#289
Hi all...
Mujhe ek suggetion chahiye specially Girls se
17 june ko mai park me baitha tha akela
i saw a Girl. Vry innocent wo apne chote bhai or behn k sath waha ayi thi ghumne
mere dil ki ghanti bj g*i yar usi time
wo kuch 30-40 min wha the tbtk mere mind me bs yehi chl rha tha ki qa mai kbi usko kbi baat bhi kr paunga ?
Pher jb wo jane lge to mai uske piche gya
she notice me that tym
n uske baad se aj 8 sep. Tak daily bs usko ek baar dekhne uski gali me jrur jata hu
usko bi shayd pta lg gya hai ki i am mad 4 her
bt ye smjh ni araha usko btau qaise yar quki kbi bi wo bahar ni milti hai hartym ghr me dikhti hai
qa meri story yehi pe atki rahegi yar

#288
f18
I dont know what is going on with my relationship. from past few months i am not able to handle this 1.5 year relation. I broke up several time many girls like his pictures and comment i don't like it i fight with him that its doesn't happens on my id then why yours. he says i am very doubtful and has doubts on him. he never told me about his past and when i come to know that his ex gf or someone has liked his pic i get angry and fight with him a lot .
recently i broke up saying we dont have a future a we are from different castes and we are not happy together. but then he adds unknown girls on his id and used to reply late to my texts. i fe agitated. and recently i just got furious and abused him and just said him to get lost . he just blocked me but i have always been there and helped him always. we are in a long distance relationship i dont know what to do i love him we got physical too. i do love him a lot but should i go back to him or should i move on ?
i have my exams going on i am crying like hell and cannot study i dont know what i should do.
please help me .