17/03/2023
On pandemic 2020 has lots of memories in my life. My younger prince was born at Jan 2020. So i was in my mom's place. One Tuesday evening i called to my husband, he spoke with dull voice with little cough. Same day night he suffered with fever as well. So next day morning i pushed him for COVID test. He went and did. Next day morning i am waiting for his call. I received the call and he told it's positive. During the test they provide medicine priscription but he didn't bought because of tiredness, he just came back. On Friday he became normal state and ate some food but from Saturday evening again temperature had raised. So he drove the car and went to the camp which was organised during pandemic. But his tiredness and body pain remains the same. So he couldn't able to pick the call.
I couldn't find anything that what was going there, and about his condition. Next day he pick the call and spoke few words and told i feel trouble to breathe while walking and disconnected. The same day night around 8'O clock got call from the COVID camp they told that shifting your husband to the GH, because his oxygen level became 87 to 89, it's fluctuating as well. He shifted to the GH. COVID was in peak. There is no bed in any hospitals but he need oxygen support. I was stunned as mother of 6months old baby who experienced tramendous postpartum struggles just before. I was totally broken.
Just went and sat on my bed. Thousands of thoughts flying in my head. After three and half hour my mobile rang, it's from my hubby's number. My hands were shivering to attend, my heart beats get raised. I had attended the call he talked, and told i feeling better now and was in oxygen support it should be continue for few days. God's grace he got bed and oxygen support as well. Yappa pona uyir thirumbi vantha mathiri oru feel enaku. He came back home after 8 days of treatment, again 15 days home quarantine. He went our home, and didn't allowed us so we were at mom's place till his quarantine period. Finally we met after 40 days.
COVID niraya per life ah thiruppi poatu potuduchu. Many of them had worst experience. But it teach us many.
After this incident Our relationship became more stronger. And We are health conscious before as well, But now became more health conscious than before. Every worst thing will teach or gives something to us. We could not change anything. But athula itukura positive aana thing matum eduthu positive aana muraila life ah face panunom na life will be more precious. So live the moment.
Be positive and stay positive. Just cherish your moments.
