01/04/2026
Unemployment, Social and Behavioural Tendency
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iss daur ki zulmat ma insaan vohi hai,
Jo Haqeeqat ko dekhay Haqeeqat ki nazar sey.
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I don't judge it a humane tendency to expose any real unemployed youth to present my point of view.So, to be a representative voice makes me compelled to shoulder the burden of exposing myself so that others are spared of this humiliation which might otherwise raise my honour .
To be unemployed that too in a state where least opportunities prevail and systematic disorder reigns over the time,where there is no private sector to accommodate unemployed fellows,where being educated has become a burden of disgrace and where people value your worth in terms of money and not your potential. Where relationship is tied with string of a govt job , where your family and friends taunt you at the evening, where your relatives ignore you,where decision making is snatched from you, where you are kept in the margin and above all where people show unreal pity on your condition- it is really very tough and like a thumb on your windpipe that doesn't allow you to take a breath.
Sometime I recall my days of struggle and my heart beats and head throbs for those who are struggling at present.
At the same time I go back in the stream of consciousness like situation when used to talk to myself having no one to listen to me. When I indulged in monlouges and a silent listener would listen to my wailings and worries. I reflect upon the frustration that would overcome my mind when I recieved the feedback from people about my bad luck. When I heard people gossiping about my inability and when my neighbours exhibited their scare -crow like mercy on me. When I asked for relationship and was rejected. When I asked for daily needed things and I was denied saying that you would not return.
At present, thank God, an organisation has accepted me as a teacher, but the burns I have received on my heart while scrouging for rags , have not healed yet and seem to be healing never.
Human agency was supposed to substitute God to take the other fellow beings out of trouble, but the beastly behaviour of innocent- criminals has troubled them more.
I hope only angels are left to help this humanity out of this dark ditch that it has fallen into and seems to be never coming out...
To be continued in next article...